I loved something that could not be... I touched something I could not see... I thought true happiness I could find... I should not think my heart is blind... I caused pain that was so unfair... I touched her flesh I stroked her hair... I did her wrong I know its true... I was honest I left her blue... I should never have shown my face or foolishly left my place... return back to my dark room to live with my gothic gloom... to close the door keep my heart locked... to load the bullet now the gun is cocked... to kill the emotions inside of me.... destroy the thing that should not be.