February 6, 1999 (12:30 pm) | ahh memories (P.S. have a nice life!)

There's something so wonderful about windows. The bigger the better. Especially windows during all the seasons, except for gloomy rainy days.

Everyone wants spring so badly. Just to walk home without having 30mph winds knocking me in the face is a tremendous comfort. But as the seasons quickly come and go so do the months leftover of my senior year. Time always flies by quickly no matter how slow the minutes and seconds may seem to go by. All of a sudden you wake up and you go "Damn. It's February."

Damn. It's February.

So close to March. So close to April... my birthday month. Damn. I'm getting old. Everyone around me is turning 18 and I look at them with wide eyes and I tell them how ooold they are and how they are now able to buy lottery tickets and no one takes me seriously after that.

And then I think about everyone headed off to college, starting their new lives. How these high school years will become oblivious and life will finally start. It's funny how we're all anticipating the end of Syosset. How we want to get those college notices and be off with our bad selves.

Damn. Life is funny.