~~hearts have voices~~

when I did as I did

how was I to know

was crawling along

only trying to grow

never slept with the thought

walked away from the pain

took all your choices

now crying with the shame

you cared with your words

i acted too fast

eyes leaving the room

heart made of glass

had I turned inside

opened the door

waiting but a moment

before asking for more

had I given you the sun

and listened to your rain

not chased you away

not calling your name

the day might seem better

stars would smile on my face

wishing I could undo

all I've done in my haste

deserving of your stare

awaiting your return

wanting to hideaway tonight

knowing your heart will burn

i'd offer you my soul

for all of the damage done

awaiting your decision

knowing you're the one

i've cried in your heart now

wallowed in my sorrow

not knowing if you'll want me

sharing in tomorrow

tears falling around me

with head hanging low

looking to the shadows

heart wanting to grow

dare I approach and talk

adding more to your load

or better I remain silent

alone on my road

you deserve much more

beyond all which I've said

please forgive me

for all I left and you read