When you’re hungry and desperate and you feel all wrong
When you feel tired, feel old and feel ugly as sin.
When you feel like your whole life has been thrown in the bin.
When you stare blankly into space and your head’s in a fuddle.
When you feel loveless and worthless and in need of a cuddle.
When the bed feels empty and the sheets feel cold.
When the ghosts are strong and the nightmares bold.
When you weep and you moan and frustration tears your heart.
When you’re upset and bewildered and the anger rips you apart.
When it feels like happiness has once again passed you by.
When you cry and you cry and you cry and you cry.
When you want to say fuck it and all go to hell.
When you feel the need to talk but there’s no-one to tell.
When you want to get drunk and spray paint the walls.
When your head’s in a funk and you want to rip off his balls.
When you start to wonder why and when it all went wrong.
When you remember the words to your favourite love song.
When the whole world is fucked and you don’t know why.
When you want to end it all and kiss the world goodbye.
When the night is empty and your wrist starts to ache.
When you feel the need of not having to fake.
When the batteries are dead and the shops are all closed.
When you feel the need to take off all your clothes.
When you sob and you wail and you scream and you sigh.
When you cry and you cry and you cry and you cry.
Remember, you are not alone.
There is always someone, somewhere.
Remember, you are not alone.
There is always someone who really cares.
MUDCROW
MAY26 1999
