24.5.2001 i guess i've been looking for a school that would take one look at me, hug me warmly and recognize my divine talent, say: welcome home honey. i have been worried, all this time about whether i can call myself a real artist. am i a real artist? i have scoffed at mysefl for not being fluent enough in matters of theory. but theory is experience gathered together by others, lots and lots of easy little things strung together in a chain. it just looks monstrous. The Mask Book Silk color and oils on hard wood, 2000 Naamiokirja Silkkiväri ja öljy vanerilla, 2000 Boken som döljer Silkesfärg och olja på faner, 2000