November 25, 1999
6:03 am
Don't eat that turkey! :)
Alright, so the meal is done, Mom's doing the dishes, Mom's boyfriend, George, and Kristina *my sister* are upstairs asleep and I am here at the computer listening to Christmas music. The next meal is planned for an hour from now...how in the world am I going to eat again?! AH! And then I am supposed to go into work tomorrow moring and work around food all day, but I feel sick now! I don't even know if I will be able to get up tomorrow. I never seem to get sick until a weekend or vacation, I don't know why! But for the past 2 days I have been feeling really blah! I don't know. Maybe it's just the stress but I guess I will know in a few days when I am either pucking or going to school :)I am so ready for everything stressful to be done with!! I have to like get a new job like asap! I mean, hello? I put in my two weeks notice like almost a week ago...and who knows if they will even schedule me next week? Oh well? I will come out of this okay, I am sure! It's going to be the intence school work and reading and all of the writing I need to do and all of the scholarships I need to find that drive me crazy! I know that its not normal to cry everytime I am with Adam over dumb things, but I really can't help it! It's just upsetting to me!
Well, you know...Everything will work out okay! I am only human and I guess everything will be done all in good time :) *sighs* And heck! I have leftovers to eat at my house until Christmas! And as for the turkey my mom bought for her, my sister, and my mom's boyfriend, they can just freeze it and re-cook it for Christmas, and next Thanksgiving!
