December 20, 1999
9:39 am
What matters
During this holiday season I feel like I need to sit down and figure out all that matters to me. There are the obviouse, but then there are the not ones that I need to look a little deeper for. I don't know. I guess I figure out that in the past six months or so that by keeping this online journal I am keeping myself sane. People seem to look at you strangly when you talk to youself and here I can do it all I want...Adam has said things along the line that anyone and everyone can read this and he is totally right! I don't know personally why I post my journals here, but I do! I think that I do because I feel they are safer here than sitting in my room where my sister or mom could read them, they don't usually visit my homepage so I don't worry. People who get on here don't usually know me...I don't know. I guess the reason I am writing all of that is because I am thankful that I know how to use the internet enough to make a "decent" webpage. When I started off I knew NOTHING!! I have tought myself a lot.Although sometimes I don't like my family, I do love them. But that is all I am going to say, because at the time, I don't like them :) I love my friends! They really are great! *Better than my family!* Well, I just found out I can go out if I have the car back by 12:15 so I am getting the heck outta here! :) I'm gonna go shopping! *yeah!!!!!!*
