June 27, 1999

June 27, 1999


11:11

Today I am going out with Adam. Again, I have to work tonight and I am dreding that, but going to lunch with Adam will be wonderful. I have been working so hard on getting my page the way I like it that I have found myself dreding sitting in front of the computer. Why do I do this to myself?! Set such high expectations?

Today is a wonderful rainy day and I guess that puts a "damper" on my plans. *oh my, was that a unexpected pun?* I love the way the rain smells and feels. So fresh and clensing. Everything always lookd so much better after a rain storm!

I have finally come to accept that people anoy me. Last night at work I was sitting in the break corner with 2 other people and I realized that I hate people, interaction with them, or just them in general. They invade your space, ask too many questions. I work with a guy, Ben, and at first I liked him. Then I got to know him, and he talks non-stop! He has an anoying voice tone and asks so many questions. I try and remind myself that he is new, and that I ask just as many questions....but he never knows what to do when the restaurant is dead. Ah!

I have noticed that I am only writing about the negative things in my life at this time, and I really don't like it but I am having problems finding enought positive things to write about. Maybe after lunch with my honey I will have something nicer to say?

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