June 2, 1999

8:30pm

Today I worked, and I worked, and worked...and then...I got paid! And being paid is as good as an orgasm...well...maybe?! Um...Then, my mom was nice enought to take me and my sister out to dinner! We went with her friend and her twins...who I have to babysit for next week...let's just say this little experience has made me sure I don't want kids until I am 30...hell. maybe 40!

Unfortunatly I am unable to come up with any wonderful things to say. Nothing amazing and insightful is poping into my head today, and actually I hasn't for a while. I don't even know what I want to discuss today in my daily babeling!

When me and Adam fight, we fight about everything. Yesterday we were disagreeing and it was awful! I hate when we fight...he wrote me an e-mail and it really upset me, and then I didn't want to talk to him for the rest of the night...but he was presistent...and I am greatful, even if I wasn't at the time! I love him so much and her really is great to me. I feel so often that I deserve him. He should date someone more worthy of him, but luck me, I get to date him!

When I work, I usually enjoy it. But this week I work either 10-4 or 9-4 from thurs. till sunday! It is totally awful! I have worked 2 days so far, and just can't imagine the next couple. I want to quit, but I don't know what I would do without the money! I need it so bad. We ate at Bob Evans tonight and I asked a girl who worked there, that I know from school, how old you have to be to work there...and it's 16. I don't want to wait until Sept. to get another job! I want to quit work now, and still get paid! Then again..if I quit tomorrow, I would have a check in like 2 weeks for 70 dollars or so....oh well...I will be there until I graduate! :{

Well..my great "insightfulness" *l* thats a joke! is over...I'm going to bed!

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