July 19, 1999

9:26 am

Okay, So I didn't quit, but I still feel like I should! I am feeling a little better about everything now and I guess I will stay a little longer. Holly's surprise b-day party went really well, but I still got their late thanks to work! :{ Oh well!

Whenever me and Adam go out with my friends we end up fighting because I don't pay enough atention to him. When I am with my friends I usually am with them, esp. when he is off playing volleyball with all the other guys and most of the girls! So he finally came out and said that when I don't pay enough attention to him he gets really jelous...and that is when he gets mad. Last night I promised him that I wouldn't ignore him when we went to Cedar Point, but I am still a little nervouse. I am going to call Jael and Natalie to see if they want to go with us in his car...Katie and Zach, and Holly and Keith were just going to go, but now we are going to go and take another car. I figure if all else fales, me and Jael can find something to do while Adam and Natalie are riding on the rollercoasters. I don't know how I will do on the rides after the long car ride...but I guess we just have to see. This time next week we will be in the car on our way there! I can't wait...the only problem...Adam's air conditioner isn't working! Why is it that every airconditioner that is remotly conected to me seems to not want to work well on the hot days?

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