Last night I had a wonderful time! I went to the mall with Holly, Katie, and Molly and we shoped and did girlie things and when we came back into town, we stopped at the high school to see Holly's boy getting off of football practice. I knew we would drive by my house..and was a little upset to see Adam's car sitting there...My friends told me not to ask if I could go over to Molly's house, but just to tell him that is where I was going. He was royally pissed, and I guess he had a right to be...But I don't feel like I ever get to go out with my female friends...alone!
When Igot online this morning and checked my e-mail he had e-mailed me a really long and hateful letter, but I don't think he ment it to upset me. It just really hurt and I hate when he does that! I wonder why my friends never ask if I want to go out...now I know! It is becasue of the fact that my boyfriend has made me so uptight about getting him upset that I am a party-pooper! Why do I do this? Would he really leave me if I did this more often? Is that what I am affraid of? :{
