July 23, 1999

8:55 am

This summer I have realised what my "quest" is....to find the holly grail! I mean...no! To find a bed! I feel like everytime I get somewhere, the road ends...and it's nothing! I got up early to go and look at a bed today...but yeah...it was kinda sorta crappy! So oh well! I guess!

I am more in love today than I was yesterday...and more yesterday than I was the day before that! I love this! Everyday I am more in love with Adam than the day before and less than the next day...:) I just feel so happy when I am with him or think about him...:) He is the greatest boyfriend, but he doesn't beleive me....He takes such good care of me...I was hungry last night and took me out...even though he wasn't hungry...and was such a sweetheart! :) I know that doesn't seem like a lot to most people...but noone has ever been this great to me! Not even my mom! I haven't been happier than I have been the passt 2 years and 1 month...I don't know what I would do with him...I love him sooo much! :)

I hate that I feel like I have nothing profound to say...I think thought I may be doing this to myself. You see...The webrings that I belong to say *or some of them* that they don't want a daily account of the day...but a deeper journal entry...so I am stuck. It is sort of like in school when you have to write a poem and it sucks big toe...but then you go to write on your own and you just want your mommy and daddy to hang it on the fridge because it is so good...yeah! I said sucks big toe! and refured to my mommy...and my daddy..which I never refer to...*stupid deadbeat! :)*

Well...since I am stuck finding something to say that might just make someone out there reading this think...hey! I relate to that...I am going to go off and do the things that I do when I am not on the computer..you know..work..sleep...sit in the airconditioning :) I am feeling very discouraged becasue I feel like noone ever comes to my page...so I know that I can just say about anything...so yeah...I think I will babble on for bit about how muchI hate the heat...and can't wait to go back to school..and miss my friends...and love my boyfriend..but hate my job...and my sister drives me crazy....and I hate ppl who ask us those stupid twin questions! Like "DO YOU FEEL HER PAIN" "I dont know...go hit her witha car...Ill tell you then!" or "DO YOU GUYS TRY AND SWITCH CLASSES" "hello? have you seen us? we look nothing like eachother" or "DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT SHES THINKING?" "yes..she is thinking you are a total moron!" and yeah..thats about it........................................ okay..im really going now.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................tricked ya didn't I? *lol* okay..Im going now :)

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