Journal
10:30pm
I have decided that I will make a journal on my page...I have been inspired to spill my iner-most thoughts and feelings to the world, or at least to myself. Here at least I won't have to worry about other people reading it, I am putting it in everyone's view!
Me and Adam have been dating for over 2 years now and I am always so happy with him. He treats me so great, except tonighthe accidentaly elbowed me in the eye, och! that hurt! I know that he gets really upset when I ask him the same question a hundred times, but I need so much reasureance. He doensn't understand. I am affraid to bring up how scared I am to be going back to school with out him! He will be going to the comunity college and I have to go back as a junior without my boyfriend. Yeah, almost all my other friends will be there, but I had a lot of senior friends last year and I am going to miss them so much.
Me and Katie (my best friend other than Adam) went out to the library today and then to Wal-mart with her lil' sis. We had so much fun. She is leaving tomorrow with Zach (her boyfriend) and his family to go to Canada, I loved Canada so much! I wish Adam's family would offer to take me on vacation with him, then again...what can I say, he didn't even go on vacation with them this year, or last! :)
I have to work tomorrow and I really don't want to. I have to be friendly and nice all day and try not to seat a waitress twice in a row. I am a hostess at Perkinks..and I like it, but I also hate it. It's so hard for me to ineract with people all day and not bite my families head off at night! I just want to be happy! They work me at the worst time! I can't go to Maya's (another best friend of mine) sweet 16 party Sat. because I have to work...I hate it!
I hate to say it, but I am already ready to go back to school in some weird way. June 8 was our last day and I couldnt wait for summer then, but now I am bored and want to be with my frined! I have come to accept that I only 2 years of high school left, but I don't want it to be over yey! I'm not ready! Oh well..I guess I can't stop it. I hate having to make decisions and the next 2 years are so full of them. I am supposed to have a list of my top 10 choices for colleges when I get back to school in the fall, but I don't know 3! we got a page saying the things we need to do for the next 2 years and its really stressful..but then again..I guess I could just take it at my own pace huh?
Well..I have to work tomorrow morning and it's late.
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