If only you had loved me more maybe we could have made something of this life, maybe I could have stopped your death, maybe I could have stopped the blood. My heart aches now because you're gone, the love I once had now is lost. The space you filled now is a void, because you chose to take your life. They say they found you hanging there, curtains open - sun shining in. I knew you had been hurtfull, but we all had forgiven and enjoyed the change. The art you did I will never forget, the honesty of your writing forever remains. I love you truely and always will. You will live on in memories forever now. From this death I've learned to love life. My soul must go on, I know I will heal, this void in my heart eventually fill. I harbor such hate and resentment for you... but combined with that I love you still.