Abnormality to whom am I speaking? to myself of course there doesn't seem to be anyone else around not that I stand here alone as if I didn't have a choice I did I simply stepped aside because for a moment, I didn't belong too chubby to be desirable too scientific to be artsy and too confused to be me I'm not normal, can't quite fit in still not odd enough to be noteworthy I watch my friends in envy as they dance around sly hints, glowing praise a happy little courtship as I step into the shadows I watch, listen, and dream of stepping back to smile and dance my own song until then......... srd 1/4/02