These poems were inspired by a role-playing character, but I'm sure there are other uses for them.
Degredation
You
You make me sorry
Sorry I ever met you
I never felt someone inside me like you
I've never wanted someone inside of me as much as you
I want to consume you, lick the life off your lips
You make me mean
craving the blood of innocence,
your uncaring ignorance only pushed me farther
I am a mess
crying for attention, earning only kicks
You
You make me wonder
wonder if I'll ever be okay
can my legs support the heaviness
I've done bad things
even regretted a few
but nothing I've regretted
more than loving you

-SRD
4/9/00
A Warm Welcome
Rekindle the fire,You're back again
Looking for handouts just isn't your style
So crawl beneath the rock from which you came
Your sugary lies taste bitter in my mouth
Go kiss someone who cares
Play with another girl's heart
Puppy dog eyes still searching for a home
Even the pound doesn't want your sob story
Go find yourself in a mirror, it isn't broken
My eyes don't reflect what you want to see
They only know how you abandoned me, F---"free"
Little boy blue, I'm getting over you
I'm playing by my own rules
And I'm playing to win
So take your ideals, and your boyish grin
And shove them up you a--, because it's warmer there
It's going to be a long, cold night
Before you sit before my fire again

-SRD 12/14/99
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