i think i need a pithy qoute for here.
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and so the pity party begins...
yea, so, what's up with that? i'll explain. first, i want to start by saying that my intention is not to have a cuddly-duckie-bunnie type of pregnancy journal, a trials and tribulations of infertility journal or a here's my sickness journal. the fact of the matter is, i am at a point in my life where i am ready for a kid and it's not happening. also, i'm having other health problems that are really up in the air right now. if i tend to go on endlessly about these topics, it's simply because that's what's on my mind. that said, it seems like everyone is pregnant. i just found out today that someone i work with is knocked up. i don't know her very well so i don't know whether it was planned, her marital status (i'm pretty sure she's married because i don't think she'd be having pre-marital sex) or anything else. i do know i'm not pregnant. more and more women i know are announcing their pregnancy or having babies (some friends are on #2). it just makes me feel inadequate. i can't help but feel sad when we have been trying to get preggers for 16 months. (i must say i'm enjoying that part.) well-intentioned friends tell me that "it'll happen when it's your time". that just pisses me off. what do they know? their greatest concern is whether they have a date on friday night. i would rather have them say that they don't have a point of reference so they don't know what to say but i can whine and complain to them all i need (within reason).
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