Privet.
About long letters.
And I like to keep silence as CowBoys (Bounty Hunters), But ... I failed in keeping to this.-)
>Do you know there are only two kinds of good books? You like French wing and I like English.
Well,I never told you I like the french literature.
Who is worth reading?- Sartre,Camus,
- Nope. I eat only English food. -)
Apollinaire(you know his
- Never heard of him.
By the way have you ever read the japanese
- I have read only 200 books in Russian and about 60 books in English.
I feel there are the limit about Russian books and ... I'm getting lazy with English books and I fancy to find something good in the Net. By the way look at the story "Nomination" on my page. (I found it).
(By the way I can count to ten in Japan language. Cool? -))).
I like those by M.Basho most of all.
- Who is he?
>The most philosophic-"Winnie-the-Pooh"...
-Well, I've never read this book,
but this is one of my favourite catoons (certainly,here I mean ours, Soviet catoon - "Kuda idiom my s piatachkom - bol shoi,bolshoi sekret..." ;-) And I hate the one of Walt Disney's!
- Sustain! -)
"Three in the boat" seemed too dull to me
- So, I'm right about your position concerning English and French lit.
If I knew life less I would say you are no good.
To say Jerom is boring .....
Funny I can't stand any of your books (may be I must try them?)
This is the way of thought. And Jerom had many Russian friends. But I think he is a little angry, ("zloy"), (but may as many of Russians).
Right now I'm reading the novel by Arundhati Roy "The God of Small
Things" (the winner of the 1997 booker prize).
I haven't finished it yet, and I doubt that I will some day.
- Gripping book is read without pause.
I fancy, I hate any kind of BestSellers. I was ashamed in trying to read some of them.
from a friend of mine...
Hey, Hey. Tell me everything about him. Has it any connection to your quotation?
.... last page and decided to re-read it. Immidiately.
- Awful. I always wondered about phrase in Minogue's clip about "Immediate Understandings".
I agree with love from first sight but in others way it sounds loony to me.
Fancy, you have read the Sherlock Holmes (or other book except lyrics) and IMMEDIATLY begin rereading. - Bosh!
"The God of Small Things offers such magic, mystery and sadness ...
- Does it remind Kafka or Tolkien?
Well,maybe you read it(?)
-) -)
>I'm 100% per cent Muscovite,(Moscal -)))). Are you disillusioned,Er?
-disillusioned?! Oh, no. I would hardly expect anything different.{:-)
- Why so? -)
I hope you don't consider the word "moscal" to be an offensive one.Er?
- I know this is official, so T. Shevchenko used it word. God bless me I gave up him after first pages! -)
- Guess, I like Beavis, I like video clips and new dancing music. I may be crazy about it. But, Vivaldi is no bad, his music reminds me trance, and Mozart is the most suitable for hard-core remixes.
Now I'm crazy about BlodHound "Fire Water Burn" - the obsceniest clip, I ever seen! I wish I had seen him 3 years ago.
And about offensiveness: I want to think there is nothing that can offend me. But may be no one especially takes care to do me Big offence?
I hate touchy girls. They create misunderstanding and this is one of the main causes of harm in the world. They little shrimps. They don't believe me, my good intentions. I must be treacle to them. Look below about Pushkin. You cajole them and make-believe them and you are Okay. When somebody mistrust me he (she) is not worth my respecting. I can say to any diva, (if I would ever go across with her), "... off" if she OFFENDED me by mistrust. Wow! So you see by now how easily I can be offended. (I'm going to write about it in my memoirs on my page some day).
Remark: Once upon a time I tried to make acquaintance in the street at first time. I sad her:
- "Do you know you are the first girl I try to make acquaintance in the street". She sad:
- "I don't believe you". I asked:
- "Why?"
...
By now I don't ask "why". (By now I left attempts to make any acquaintance, you know).
{I wonder, I don't afraid of the most of the girls because I don't believe them. I trust them all right. ("Hey Beavis you trust to anything you heard".) But I don't believe them in general way. I don't believe they can be interested in me, in me as a person. To love is to believe in other one. And that is why some people afraid of love. Every one is afraid to be misused. One feels unprotected and exposed in such time. But if you don't trust to lay on anybody .... This is interested state of things you know. I always say: "Believe in them, if you is cheated it'll be troubles to them, not to you. But I asked myself: and what is under it? May be I need some guarantees too?}
Ok, my love to Tsvetayeva's poetry seems ridiculous to you.
- No. I respect her. But I remember this line for funny. (We live for funny. you know. (Or not?))
but those which you can feel
- I feel, (or want to), a mischievous and therefore dangerous person, especially to girls.
I feel Tsvetayeva's poetry that's why I like it. And I don't like Pushkin at all. (Was he "Russian" ???)
- Sustain. I don't like Pushkin. He is a little brat. He used to use lyrics to use the girls. (I envy him).
But He is Okay to make quotations from him.
He is not Russian, he is new Russian. -) (He had too many -))).
By the way do you have in the Ukraine New Russians or New Ukranians?
>I wonder is any girl capable to love?
-So do I. ... Probably only if the man deserves that, which is practically impossible.
THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1. I have no words to depict it! Real beautiful phrase and beautiful
idea!
2. There are you (girls)! This is paradox: "I can love you, and I can don't love you. It's up to my choice. If you deserve it, if you earn it then may be ... if I would fail to find better guy ......" - and finally - "This is practically impossible",- you can say.
3. So what about FALLING IN love? Is it practically impossible?
Remark:
I remember one girl. She was (is) pretty girl, with excellent figure. When I have seen her first time she was kind to me. And I was getting ... No. It was nothing. In those time she had many friends and liked to go for a walk with them, ignoring me. But some years later she suddenly took a notice of me. I didn't become more handsome or more perspective or more self-supported. I was the same. She took fancy about me after many years of our acquaintance. It was not my only imagination. Other people saw it too. And probably I would concede to her if she had more skills in seduction. And that is why I was angry with her, (not in the mood in mind, you know). I can't stand somebody may consider me as a thing, as a goods on the shelf. She didn't needed me before, but after either she felt need in me by that time, either she got some resources, (as she could think), to receive me. She tried hard, (not in the dalliance skill but in perseverance, you know). She had no response. I was angry. I took offence. Not me in particular, but my good-will, my well-meaning. Month or two passed, she suddenly fell in love with other guy, (not so good as I'm, of course). It wasn't even pretence. They lived about two years together and then they get married.
It's well known if you ask a man why he had chosen some girl he'll (usually) never tell why, (except humdrum appeal and so on). And if you ask a girl about the same she'll (usually) always say why. (I mean smart girl, not extremities).
And you are right if one isn't sure that he loves, love is not there. Too sad.
- Why? Explain.
As to your nick. it's really a long tale. I liked the first version (about your second ego).
-Don't tempt me. I can talk about my dog for hours and hours.
I was never thinking of one for myself. I guess it's too difficult to define what I am.
- This one is simple. Talk to yourself: "I'm special". That's all. -))
(Funny, I recollected a phrase from one track: "Does anyone remember who I am?" -) )
I need solitude and i fear to be alone...
- Then, reread Robinson Crusoe. -))
I like big companies and I enjoy being on my own among my friends, I like to meet new people and I am shy.
- And I abhor big companies. I had never been in any companies, (as free-lancer).
- Are you shy? Shy of what?
I like to break rules and still I need rules
- I wanted to say it previous time. It' pleasure to have no outer rules if you have strong inner ones. (What a platitude from my part!)
I know that I love only Ukraine.
- Ukraniane girls have funny pronouncement. Is your Russian pronouncement funny?
I know I'm a contradiction, but is it that bad ?!
- I didn't see you so I can't judge. -)
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