I Am Dedicated...
I am born to defend the drunken stars,
And their climbing clouds of inebriate light.
I am born to love that city child
Who claws at cement,
And pretends to find passion again.
I am born to believe in the wrinkled,
Lonely seed of fallen Joy,
And in the ragged vision
Of an alcoholic child:
The possible greenness of Keats.
I am born to despise the sterile jubilance
Of unrepentant Stoics:
Where the evil liquors of the mind condense,
Where the pre-political song is lost,
Where the sharp cry from the hills is faded,
No God nor greenness ever comes.
And I acknowledge symbolic tinsel:
The cracked mirror distorts the Dream,
And the rose is unpetalled by lust.
But I belong to the pure holiness of myth,
Where cement is rivered by desire.
In the bold dream of wine,
The child-souls wither but still defy
The machine shop verdict.
Their despair is ancient,
Unbeginning like the Phoenix,
And the death-wish is their deep nobility.
I am dedicated to heroic decay
And the stammering revolt.....
©
Sally Constantino
January 15, 1997
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