CONFESSTION

to be honest with you and me and to tell the truth
I want to confess and admit that all the past 16 years
I was so rude so selfish
selfish enough to let you suffer, suffer from me
the me that realy hurts you deeply in feeilngs yet in your pure soul
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I never realized how so pure you are, naive and sweet
and in return how bad, dreadfull I was
all the past 16 years I was full of vulgarity I was so messy so fishy

I loved you yes,  too much yes, but it was the way I want
the way of blue and stubbornally that way
that all men think of wifes are for us, for gurantie
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so as a big change here and to be honest
I want to get red of the dark clouds, the fogy love we have shared
the irritated silent hearts yours and mine
here I want to say I am sorry
big sorry, final sorry before it is too late, I am sorry
it is too small ward to write to say but it is full of meaning
full of deep painful sorrow and guilts
I am so sorry for every un happy moments
for all sadness for every single tear
for all disappointement and pain you lived through with me
the selfish me
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so
my love .. do you accept my apology, do you forgiv
it is a small honest request to be asked
from a great sweet heart from very special lady

ANOTHER CONFESSION

when you blink your eyes
when you shake your head
when words go through your lips
I feel how much I am in love with you
how much I am crazy about you
I can't stop desiring you
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because you are so special
I want to keep you close hold you tight
to be next to you all the time
inside your heart nearly in your sight
to be my spirit my inspire
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for all the warm feelings you have kept for me
all love and patience I have been that man with all hopes
making your way easy to reach all the heights
lightining your future with love and hopes
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so
again I am sorry for you and me
because I just regain you, get hold of you
please forgive me, accept my appologize
love me again
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