WHERE IS THE TRUTH

I am seeking the truth in your eyes
when you touch me
when you laugh and stood quite
there must be a truth
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many questions jumping on every day
with no answers
how painful, how sad
when some one try to make up the truth
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behind every sweet kiss, soft touch, charming smile
or even fake ones
there must be a truth
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look at my eyes, do you see the ache
the  frozen tears, the quite fire
have a look and ask your self
do I deserve all this?
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don't blame your self blame me
stop all the thinking
don't get frustrated just put he blame on me
because me and only me
who is looking for the truth
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one day all the questions will be answerd
the quite fire, the frozen tears
the ache
will be not more than bad memories in a bad dream
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when I wake up one day and tell my self
what a night mare I have been trhough
is that true?
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