*An insincere, contemptible, or impertinent imitation of something worthwhile.
Monday, February 08, 1999
7:00 p.m. I still don't have a working e-mail account with hotmail, and it is really starting to irritate my nerve (I only have one these days)!!! It would figure, I start a new journal, with a new e-mail account, and I can't use it. Of course my old hotmail account is working fine, but very few of you know about that one and it has to stay that way for reasons I can't explain here. Hang in there though, I assume they will figure out the prob sooner or later.
X, formerly the wife, is also getting on my nerve because she is abusing her free babysitter, that being me. She is getting later and later when it comes to picking up monster kid to take "home". It started out being once or twice a week, with her always calling to let me know. Now it is becoming an everyday thing, sometimes not calling at all to inform me that she will be late. She did call late this afternoon, me and little one weren't home, to let me know she'd be an hour late. Don't get me wrong, I love any extra minute I have with poop head, but how did she know I didn't have to go into work early, or that maybe I had other plans this evening. I believe the truth is she doesn't give a shit, and I feel that I need to put a stop to this situation now before I blow up on her in the near future.
Tomorrow I have to withdraw more money from my savings account, the second withdrawal within a week's time. I really think I'm back in control of the drinking thing, but man, it sure did fuck me up financially. Every week for a month or so I was able to put extra money in the savings account, that's in addition to the money being deducted and deposited directly from my check weekly. It didn't hurt either that I was working massive amounts of overtime during that period, but still, the drinking binge(s) is what really hurt my finances lately.
Let's play catch up... I mentioned in yesterday's entry about it raining cats and dogs. I should have rained canoes and boats considering we got close to 2.5 inches of rain within a twelve hour period. And then it snowed, but I missed that because I stayed up all night Saturday and it snowed Sunday morning when I was sleeping. I went in search of a new cd rom drive Sunday afternoon, but came home empty handed once again. I will have to make another trip to the big city fifty miles away to accomplish the mission, I'm afraid. Me and monster kid stopped by my parents house this afternoon, my first contact with them since the drinking day. They acted somewhat cold, but were glad to see little one. That's all I got to say about that! See ya another day . . . Good Night! |