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That's it. Part 44 is going to be one of the last. I've dragged this out way too long and I need to finish writing this. Even as I dumbly sit in front of my comp writing this I know today is the day that this will be finished.
I had this really cool discussion with Elaine today. It mainly went over me becoming a member of our church. I've decided not to do so since it doesn't feel right. It goes against all that I believe is the correct course of action to take. So I'm leaving it at that. You have to listen to your gut every so often.
I think I'm going to go to bed early. Then maybe I would be awake enough to finish up this book. I've figured out that Elliott and I are soulfriends. Don't ask me to explain that, I can't. I'll probably write a poem about that later on. End Part 44.

Part 45. I am going to try and finish this book now! My life gets interesting this week. Dan and I are going to make an unofficial youth webpage. It's going to be really cool. He knows all of the complicated html so I'll work on the nice and simple stuff. Reading those internet html help assists me a lot except when it comes ot sound. I still haven't figured out how to get it to work. I should download Jesus Frak, that would be really cool.
Josh's room is now full of color and life thanks to my wonderful ideas. I even made the sign that says, "We've Been Waiting For You". It's quite amusing. I wish I had a camera for his walls. Our defaced pics are really cool. I finished my conversation with Elaine today. I have realized, thanks to her, that as I talk I get better at it so what I say isn't delayed. End Part 45.

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