I.
Left to Right:
Taylor and I, Lindy, Amber, Eva, Jenny, Joe.
Prom 2000.
t was smiling. i think this is the only picture in existance where t is smiling. i miss him so much. i just sent him that fucking sappy letter. i hope he doesn't read it. i hope he deletes it on accident. i hope he deletes it on purpose.
i miss a. i miss you. i miss you i miss you i miss you. and you said... you said...
II.
Left to Right:
Amber and I, Alana.
With Pride Youth and Nevada Outdoors in the park.
alana isn't smiling, but at least she's in the sun.
i'm wearing a tank top. i am not ugly.
i am not unbearable.
III.
Jo-Jo and Alana.
Dancing at Pride Fair 2000.
a is smiling. j made her smile. i never deserved j.
IV.
Mom, Dad.
Stratosphere Tower, fall 99.
this picture disturbs me the most. they are happy. happy. fuck.
V.
Audrey and Snuggles.
In the kitchen.
my mother killed groucho.
VI.
Left to Right:
Kyle, BJ, Beuller.
In my front yard, summer 99.
the safest i've ever felt in my life was walking between kyle and bj. brad hated it. i miss k. we're going to ..., i think. will i tell bj? what will i say? i'm afraid. he... i mis
VII.
BJ and I.
Camping in Zion, summer 99.
we stayed there for a week. in love. we kissed. i loved him. he's gone. he left. i'm supposed to go rescue him and i'm so scared.
i am wearing a yellow bikini. i am not ugly. i am not unbearable.
VIII.
Nick and I, the tuba.
Greenshow for Shakespeare in the Park, 99.
i miss n. i should go to his house, right now, 2:05 am, and throw stones at his window. i think i will.
IX.
Nick and I.
Greenshow for Shakespeare in the Park, 99.
he smiled so that my mom could take the picture. what an actor, what a show. he... i mis
X.
Groucho.
- there is a knife in my throat @ your throat . kill
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