- UrielsPoet
Personal Inventory
The Nature of Man
I.
An infant, coming into this world, unaware of such abstract ideas as good and evil,
possesses neither trait. Small children, until tainted by society, understand no concept of what is
right verses what is wrong; they simply do what is necessary to survive. The nature of self
preservation will overthrow righteousness in a apathetic environment that cares neither for
goodness or malice. It is not until society has its way with a person that they fall to one side or
the other. One is shaped by their upbringing, and it is impossible ignore that, even more so to
remain unaffected by it. Not until a child understands what good and bad are, and the
consequence of each, will they take on one image or another.
II.
Sacrifice is the dividing line between the good and the evil. A good person would risk
everything he had worked for to protect a stranger. A bad person would turn his head and walk
the other way. A good person would give all that he had to someone more needy. A bad person
would take all that another had for his own purposes. Very few, if any, fit this definition of good,
and even less fit the definition of bad. Somewhere between ignorance and selflessness lays the
basis of society.
III.
Man’s purpose in life is to learn all that he can. To learn to live, to learn to grow, to learn
to love, learn the greatest happiness, learn the greatest sorrow; this is all one will take from an
entire life. What a man has learned for himself is all that he will ever know; thus making the
purpose of life only something to strive for. An impossibility beyond the grasp of any lifetime, of
every lifetime. No man’s life will ever be completely filled unless he has learned all that he
should know. There is so much to know, so much more than a million men could learn in a
million trials on earth, that no man’s purpose will ever be truly fulfilled. Life is like that, giving us
goals to strive for, always improve upon, but never to complete. Men are sent here without
some devious plot from a greater being, but only with the drive within themselves, that they
themselves create and a thirst for knowledge growing greater with every sip.
IV.
The origin of man is only that which is imagines for himself. For if God created men, yet
men created God, what promise should the fallacy provide except for that we created ourselves?
Unless then, it is that we are a part of God, and God, in turn, a part of us. All a man can say for
sure is that he is here, in physical form, yet God lies nowhere to be seen. The credit of evolution
belongs to no one but ourselves.
The Nature of God
I.
I believe in a God so much as I believe in the rushing of a river or the breeze of a wind.
Something that is there, created only by ideas, yet unable to hold onto. Yet when you swim in
that river, you are a part of God, and when you feel the cool breeze tickle your back, displacing
the running sweat, God is a part of you.
Specifically, I am Wiccan, and my religion teaches a Goddess and a God (both from
many other Gods and Goddesses) combining to form a greater, more polarized force. This
balance allows for good and evil, male and female, light and darkness, warmth and cold to exist
in harmony with each other.
II.
God has very little control in my life. I do not follow the ordinances of any book, nor do I
think about the consequences of my actions will receive from him. Conversely, God has great
influence in my life. It is not his teachings I use to dictate my behaviors, but rather his lesions I
learn to apply to my own life. I do not fear his wrath, nor do I bask in the glory of his love, but
rather I see him in a neutral light, trying to take from him only what I need, and give back what I
have to give.
III.
I do not believe in the literal concept of Heaven and Hell, yet I believe that all men
should, and will be held responsible for their actions. There are certain lesions that need to be
learned, and a plethora of lives to learn them in. If a man has problems in one life, they will not
simply go away in death, disappearing with some magic pouf of a judgmental wand. Instead,
they will continue to appear in his next lives, until he has found a way to resolve a problem.
When he has taken all that he can take from this world, he will move onto another spiritual level.
IV.
You can influence your destination in an afterlife only by regulating the time it will take to
move on to it. A wise choice in one life will move you ahead in the scale-o-Karma while a poor
one will cause you to rethink your decision many times. However, living your life in a valiant
attempt to obtain a white robe atop a fluffy cloud is insane. If you have to rectify your decisions
by praying for your eternal soul, it would be more effective to reevaluate your decisions rather
than finding fault in all that you do.
- my goddess
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