Sunday
1/17/99
letting them in and watching them crush you. feeling their hands strong, forcing you, just like all of the others, but better. all of them are special, sure... but you can never be loyal.
letting them in and watching them crush you. pushed hard against the car door, rough hands on your legs, on your breasts. squeeze, rub, caress, crush. watch them find your softest parts and pull you by them.
crush, crush, crush. let them in and watch them crush you. say no, but mean yes. say yes, but mean no. always want it. never want it. "touch me" "don't touch me there" "let me go" "why aren't you over here?" always want what they won't give. always want to force them.
is that the game?
they rape you, you win. they won't get past their own pathetic morals? they loose. you win if you can force them to force you. force it force it force it. you want it, they want it. but it can't be voluntary, that's no fun. force it.
and finally they give in. you feel your head pound against the glass as he shoves you harder, harder. you close your eyes and wonder why you do this to yourself. you always wonder, every time. you close your eyes as he begins to pound away mindlessly, as your arms go numb pinned underneath his hands, rough rough rough.
"i don't believe there is a too rough with you"
but it's always too rough. can't you be raped without the bruises? no, the bruises are half the fun.
let them in and watch them crush you. watch them force you by your softest parts. feel it rip you. feel that pulsing thing which drives their lives rip you as they shove over and over. feel it tear your soul apart.
let them in and watch them crush you. you wonder every time.
- fallen
previous thoughts of the day
Thought of My Day... by Elkantar
excerpts from my dissertation on life
Knee-high, Leather, 6 inch Heels
Jesus
I'm doubting everything lately... rohandor
Pride noiraranea
"I am woman" dollpini
the Dream Train
excerpts
I Do Not Want This... by Trent
There once was a little girl... 2 (y'all better read this one...)
Everything
Thank You
Wrestling Woman Inards
School and Psychoanalysis...
Vengeance!!!
Brandon
listening to Bush and feeling sassy...
There once was a little girl.... 1
I want to believe
Timing by rohandor
...for you have left your first love.
On Love
the Mystical, Magical Land of Algebra2
Something Wicked This Way Comes
What does one do?
Cold Sweat Nightmares
Hate Me
Personal Inventory by Dollphini
First Contact, with Kyle
:::whispers::: Lime-Green Elephant
"They say that sex between two people who really hate each other..."
Boys are Yucky
What happens if we all fall down?
Vegas
BluesMan84
Politics and Wealth
The Nature of God
The Nature of Man
Beauty
Only the Good Die Young by Dollphini
Ode to Shawn
poetry
the embrace
about me
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