primal... by elkantar


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Monday
2/1/99














I be bored, so I think you might enjoy how I feel. Feel free to use this as you like.


We twist, and turn. Fight and burn. We change who we are for people. We pervert ourselve. We kill ourselve to improve. Never enough have to be more, can't stop here must move on. When does it end being too little and become enough. Can we ever stop competing in a world where the world shouldn't be? Can we ever stop bleeding in a world hurt, hurt and torn. As quoted in a song "A friend in need is a friend indeed, but a friend who bleeds is better..." Well it seems the world is bleeding, and so are all of us. We all twist the knife we own. We all just throw more stories into the attic. Don the mask, put it on, show them not who you are. We all are just a doll for the ones who play a game. And for us men its worse.

They play us, play our primal urges. Wave it in our face that "you can have me but you cant." Society and humanity, killing all our needs. Primal urges pushing, people shoving back. We want, we need, but no you can't plant your seed. We all have instincts, but the world is starting to tear them away. We all have things we have to do, but the life tears us away. We conform to what we think is right, but half the time it isn't. When will we learn that no means no, or does it? Does no mean no or does it mean yes. Does stop mean stop or does it mean go. It's gotten to a point where the world is wearing a mask itself. Society lies to us itself, but who ever tells the truth? Friends betray, enemys you trust, people you like, and people you hate, all tearing. They each take a piece, a piece of who you are. They never let you take anything, you are just used. Used and abused. We awake each day with the question why....we awake each day with no answer. We push ourselves, and we push those around us. never stop must go on...but what happens if we do stop. What happens if the mask falls???


Sorry I needed to express this to someone, and I thought you might like it. Btw I cut my hair. Its short and militaristic. I like it, it's soooo much easier. Hope you enjoy my view of the world.
Lost in a world of Saviors
Timothy The Lost Poet Lighthart
"Sashiel"




- Elkantar








previous thoughts of the day





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Thought of My Day... by Elkantar
excerpts from my dissertation on life
Knee-high, Leather, 6 inch Heels
Jesus
I'm doubting everything lately... rohandor
Pride noiraranea
"I am woman" dollpini
the Dream Train
excerpts
I Do Not Want This... by Trent
There once was a little girl... 2 (y'all better read this one...)
Everything
Thank You
Wrestling Woman Inards
School and Psychoanalysis...
Vengeance!!!
Brandon
listening to Bush and feeling sassy...
There once was a little girl.... 1
I want to believe
Timing by rohandor
...for you have left your first love.
On Love
the Mystical, Magical Land of Algebra2
Something Wicked This Way Comes
What does one do?
Cold Sweat Nightmares
Hate Me
Personal Inventory by Dollphini
First Contact, with Kyle
:::whispers::: Lime-Green Elephant
"They say that sex between two people who really hate each other..."
Boys are Yucky
What happens if we all fall down?
Vegas
BluesMan84
Politics and Wealth
The Nature of God
The Nature of Man
Beauty
Only the Good Die Young by Dollphini
Ode to Shawn




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