On Who I Am and Vulnerability
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Friday
3/99
12:27 AM
on
Who I Am
and
Vulnerability
(a little something i wrote for Nathan long ago...)
part 1: on who i am and what i really need
i need several things. i need to feel like a person again. i need to feel human. compliment me. i don't take compliments well, but keep giving them until one day it will all sink in and i'll believe it. kiss me if you want to. don't hold back, follow your urges. impulse is a wonderful thing. let nothing stand in the way. you don't need permission from me to do anything. if you go too far or do something wrong, i'll stop you. tease me, but only with the intent of following through. linger. take your time, but don't put things off. comfort me. touch me every once in a while just to let me know that i am alive and i am real. don't be afraid to touch me. don't be afraid of me at all. hold me closely, even when i am not there. when you pull me to you, do it strongly. hold me tightly. don't want to let go. put passion into your embrace, always. listen to me. be aware of the emotion behind the words. read into it. don't miss anything. find my obscurities and subtleties and decipher them. ask questions. push it out of me if you want to know. fight with me. don't always agree, don't always disagree. keep showing your wonderful spunk. defend me in the face of others the way i defend you. fight for me. stand behind what i decide to do. help me as much as possible. if i go to the point of asking for it, give it to me because i need it. if i tell you i need your help, i do. support me. give me something to fall back on. i'm sticking my nose out for you, pull me back if i start falling over the railing. be there always, even when you're gone. take nothing for granted. nothing is trivial. appreciate me. notice the little things. everything means something and everything matters.
part 2: on vulnerability and what i really want
i am ready for a good experience. show me. i want you. i crave you inside. please me. give me time to explore, i'll please you. leave yourself vulnerable. don't be afraid to let me see you. don't be self-conscious. don't be selfish. don't give me everything, but give me it all. go slowly and gently, but be strong and confident. rest and think about it every once in a while. take time to reflect. take time to linger. think about it. be warm. be fluent. be continuous. don't change, but change it up. try something new. try something dangerous. use what works, but always find a better way. never give up. satisfy and be satisfied. be selfless, but take what you want. i am opening myself up to you. take me.
- fallen
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