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- fallen

- my goddess

“You shall listen to all sides and filter them from your self”
Walt Whitman

Listen? Listen to what? The words of a man dead years before I was imagined? I shall not. The words of a man. Old man. God man. Worship man. Submit man. On your knees girl man. Dead man. Gone man.
Wait! What’s this? Admitting weakness...”A child said what is the grass? fetching it to me with full hands. How could I answer the child? I do not know what it is any more than he.” You mean you don’t know??? Why not? Don’t you men, old men, gone men, dead men, know everything? Here girl. Listen girl. Wrong girl. We’ll tell you girl. Listen girl. Listen girl.
I’m listening. Listening hard. You “contradict yourself,” “celebrate yourself”? Let’s marry and flee this place! I think I love you. No, wait. Old man. Gone man. Dead man. Bad girl. (Gay man? Dead man. Old man. No man).
So I start to listen more, and more. Listen “Song of Myself” more, and “When I Heard the Learn’d Astronomer” more and “A Noiseless Patient Spider” more. Buy Leaves of Grass more. Read more. Learn more. Love more. Filter more. Understand more. Change more.
Read you in class. School. Walls. Lecture, lecture. Blah blah blah. “Tired and sick.” Want to look up at stars, like you. Want to look up at the stars and see you. No stars, no astronomers, just teachers. “Tired and sick.”
You influence me. Who influence you? No man? No. All men: “The thoughts of all men in all ages and lands.” I influence you. I look for you there, under my boot soles. I find you there, catch your dirt to my soul. “And what do you think has become of the women and children?” I have become of them. Good girl. Beautiful girl. Right girl. Smart girl.

- my goddess

previous thoughts of the day

Letters to Faceless People by emily
Saga of Solitude
Excerpts From Old Diaries
Letters
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Hate Poetry
50th Thought Special!!!
Hands
Role Reversal... by Emily
The Collective Mind
Primal... by Elkantar
Brad #11
Crush
Thought of My Day... by Elkantar
excerpts from my dissertation on life
Knee-high, Leather, 6 inch Heels
Jesus
I'm doubting everything lately... rohandor
Pride noiraranea
"I am woman" dollpini
the Dream Train
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I Do Not Want This... by Trent
There once was a little girl... 2 (y'all better read this one...)
Everything
Thank You
Wrestling Woman Inards
School and Psychoanalysis...
Vengeance!!!
Brandon
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There once was a little girl.... 1
I want to believe
Timing by rohandor
...for you have left your first love.
On Love
the Mystical, Magical Land of Algebra2
Something Wicked This Way Comes
What does one do?
Cold Sweat Nightmares
Hate Me
Personal Inventory by Dollphini
First Contact, with Kyle
:::whispers::: Lime-Green Elephant
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Boys are Yucky
What happens if we all fall down?
Vegas
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Politics and Wealth
The Nature of God
The Nature of Man
Beauty
Only the Good Die Young by Dollphini
Ode to Shawn

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