yes, that's me, the bottle red-head looking like she's ready to take over the world.
It brings blood rushing to my cheeks with the thought/rememberance/realization of the events of the night before. Riding in teh car, I get the sick feeling in my stomach that I used to get in summer school, where they'd all look at me, and at anywhere new I am trying to establish myself (futilely). I find that "million miles away" stare on my face like some broken mirror, adn I remember things that he said to me. "You seem a little distant." "No.... Yes.... Well, yes." I find nothing in the shadows. I miss my comfort. If I had one friend in this place... If I didn't have to fight those beastly/ghostly memories alone.
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My jaw is set and I can't focus on the paper. Yoga classes and enjoying the 3 seconds of inner piece I had.
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A big, black chalkboard in my mind:
- Seraiah
previous thoughts of the day
This Babe in Vegas by Seraiah
Sunscreen by Suzanne Rushing
Girl by my goddess
Letters to Faceless People by emily
Saga of Solitude
Excerpts From Old Diaries
Letters
on Who I Am and Vulnerability
Hate Poetry
50th Thought Special!!!
Hands
Role Reversal... by Emily
The Collective Mind
Primal... by Elkantar
Brad #11
Crush
Thought of My Day... by Elkantar
excerpts from my dissertation on life
Knee-high, Leather, 6 inch Heels
Jesus
I'm doubting everything lately... rohandor
Pride noiraranea
"I am woman" dollpini
the Dream Train
excerpts
I Do Not Want This... by Trent
There once was a little girl... 2 (y'all better read this one...)
Everything
Thank You
Wrestling Woman Inards
School and Psychoanalysis...
Vengeance!!!
Brandon
listening to Bush and feeling sassy...
There once was a little girl.... 1
I want to believe
Timing by rohandor
...for you have left your first love.
On Love
the Mystical, Magical Land of Algebra2
Something Wicked This Way Comes
What does one do?
Cold Sweat Nightmares
Hate Me
Personal Inventory by Dollphini
First Contact, with Kyle
:::whispers::: Lime-Green Elephant
"They say that sex between two people who really hate each other..."
Boys are Yucky
What happens if we all fall down?
Vegas
BluesMan84
Politics and Wealth
The Nature of God
The Nature of Man
Beauty
Only the Good Die Young by Dollphini
Ode to Shawn
poetry
short stories and other literary works
about me
links
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