Fuck ME...? FUCK YOU!
Listen here Seraiah...this is my thoughts journal so if you dont like what you read, then peek-a-boo
you fuck you. Im sick of dealing with fucking psychosematic people such as yourself. Go out and
get a life you vampire. What the fuck is wrong with you huh? I've bottled up all of the anger that
you have caused me to have, all of the pain you have given to me. Now its my turn. If you dont like
it then go fuck off you fucking fuck off. Geezus. The amount of rage that i that i have towards you
is unparalled. And you complain that "ohh, everything i told you was a secret blah blah blah..." at
least ive given you the common courtesy of not using your real name. ugh...you make me sick. the
camping trip was a mistake and the cuts in the park were a mistake and the sad thing is MY
MOTHER LIKED YOU. You brought this upon yourself by thinking that you can please every
guy in the world with sex. It didnt work with me becuase you know im not fucking like that you
slut. Now did i make you cry? Did i make it hard for you to type or think or whatever? Have you
noticed that a lot of people do that to you? Perhaps it would be a good idea to change your
attitude about things and perhaps you should monitor your actions more carefully. Im actually quite
shocked that you even care by sending your angry email. I never meant anything to you anyways.
Now dont fucking ever try to fucking contact me again whether its through the phone or the aim or
whatever the fuck. If you email me...listen carefully...I WONT
READ THE FUCKING THING. Ive already set my outlook express to delete all mail coming
from you so it will be a futile attempt to try to contact me. I dont give a shit anymore becuase you
are one selfish individual.
Jason Adam Wallace
i am the assassin of all those who suck ass you demented freaks.
GO GET A FUCKING LIFE.
ugh...now im gonna blow chunks...
Jason's email address is:
ewallace1244@earthlink.net
If someone (many people) could please send him a link to this page with the message "Jesus's best friend was a whore.", it would be greatly appreciated.
Jason may be ignoring my email, but I know of a few people who are going to read this whose email he's not blocking...
And now to what I have to say about it.
Honesty:
I never expected anything like this from Jason, who I have done nothing but support through all of his endeavors. He left me and now he has a new girlfriend. I talk to her online, through her bitchiness towards me, and I am cordial. I reassure her that Jason would never leave her for me. I tell her that I am happy that they are together. And then she tells me about his "journal" entries on his webpage... (fashioned strangely after my own thoghts of the day). Everything that I ever trusted him with, he has posted for the world to see. Things that I will not even post here. He called me a sinner and a slut, even though I didn't want to have sex with him. I don't want to have sex with anyone and I refuse boys constantly. He says he has cut off all communication with me, for no apparent reason except that I have gotten mad at him one time in the entire time I have known him because things that I trusted only him with, he posted plainly and told his girlfriend to read.
I am mad about all of this.
I am upset that I honestly cared about our friendship. I am crying, now, because I have been so horribly betrayed. I never expected this from him, the "nicest man in the world." I am more upset that maybe he's right. Maybe I am a slut. I don't try to please men with sex. I deny men sex constantly. I try to please them by being there and listening to them and writing for them and telling their new girlfriends how happy I am for them even though it kills a part of me inside.
Jason-
You said that I paid more attention to you than any girl you had ever dated before. You said that you loved me. You told me that you wanted to be friends. You told me many things.
The nicest guy in the world wouldn't call someone, who has never caused him any harm or treated him with malice in any way, to feel like a cheap, used whore.
Jesus's best friend was a whore.
Seraiah
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