Standing on the edge of the abyss
Staring into the black nothingness
Wondering how I got here
Afraid I will fall

I've been here before, a long time ago
Never thought I'd be here again
Trying to remember how I got so lost
This time

I try to step away from the edge
To run from what I know is coming next
But my feet are frozen
Like my heart

Now I remember what it is
That's brought me to this place
It's fear, pain, loneliness
And hate

Hating myself for who I am
And for who I can't be
Hating you for not being the person
I want you to be

I'm cold, tired and oh so alone
Maybe it'll be easier if I just let go
Stop trying to hold on and just let myself
Fall

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