Be Alive:

     Do you consider yourself alive if you don't listen to music.. What is the world without Music?? Listen to a classical piece... How do you consider yourself alive while you don't read a book from time to time ..?? What about art ? isn't it the base of all human feelings on earth ?? Learn about Greatest Artist, see the Italian Sculpture. Be alive and quit smoking take care of your health.
Widen your Culture, get a hobby,  How you can be different than other creatures if you don't force yourself to be different, be in competition with others in reaching Achievements in your life.
I can feel with you if sorrow is attacking you, I can tell that one tear weight more than a sea, I fall in sorrow myself, but never let it take me to the depth of its seas..
even if you lost your beloved person, You're not alone, I personally lost one of my best friends because of a stomach cancer attacked him for 6 months, I will never forget him... Thousands of people are like us...
And there is a bright side always, even if it's a sad one, Milton said that "Death is the golden key that opens the palace of eternity".. And as Aristophanes said: "Your lost friends are not dead, but gone before, Advanced a stage or two upon that road, Which you must travel in the steps they trod"...
and life goes on...