| Words are Forever Sitting all alone, I wonder sometimes Why everything I’ve done seems like horrible crimes How it will be, when I no longer care When no one is there, in my pain to share I’ve been alone for much too long It’s like listening to a sad, endless song Nothing seems to matter, Nor should I care But still I sit here and wonder; sometime, somewhere Where has everything gone? What about the time that’s left? Should I even Look forward to death? Nothing makes sense now as to why I am here I just sit here and wonder; in pain, in fear Who will be there to catch my fall Is it even worth it at all? Yet I still look forward to each new day Not paying attention to the price I will pay For here in this darkness, I think to myself Tomorrow’s a new day, I’ll put my pride on the shelf But when the sun does rise And much to my surprise Everything is always the same Always alone; in fear, in shame Not a word will be spoken on the day that I die That words such as these, would come from inside With so much meaning and so much truth Did you ever really think that I would turn to you? Through all the pain, and through all the lies The thought of what you said, still echoes inside Nothing in the world is worth this much pain But no matter what, I still try in vein So take me as I am, I am what you see I will not hide in an emotional sea Some people never get the chance to say What they’ve always wanted to, before their dying day I will never give up, I’ll never give in For in me you will find, one true friend I know what its like, I know how it works In a world so lost, so lost in the dark I see people in love and it makes me want the same But again I get nothing, nothing but shame Is it something I’ve done, something I’ve said? Or the truth that I’ve so blatantly bled? All I ever wanted was for you to know That my love for you is never ending, for you it only grows Now that time has gone past and it’s so very late I guess that’s what I get for believing in fate I hear on my window The night’s steady rain It drowns out my sorrows It drowns out my pain The time has now come for this letter to end I’ll be here for you through thick and through thin In time and eternity my thoughts do now turn My flame for you will forever burn |