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Teenage angst was left behind
But somehow caught me by surprise
A 31 wife I should now be
And yet I'm here...
...and I'm still me
I thought I changed, I thought I grew
I thought I was getting to know You
I thought I was filled, I thought I had gifts
and yet here I am...
...just causing the rifts
Oh God, how I want You! Please fill me inside
There's nothing else that I dare to try
All I can do is be perky and stress
And I don't want to do that...
...my husband's a mess
Here I am Lord, the wreck on the floor
Please Lord I want you, I need so much more
I need to be better, I want to live well
I want to show Jesus...
...I want to tell
It doesn't seem hard, the others can do it
And yet how I struggle, my tongues aren't so fluent
Spirit please drown me, I need just to swim
Because all I'm after...
...all I'm after is Him
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