In reality I was really going to take this page down and never talk to anyone again. But then my Medz kicked in and I decided not to. Besides... if I took this down I'd've only done it for the sake of other people, and it's just not like me to do something that unselfish. Besides you'd miss me if I wasn't here.

My life is fairly interesting. I guess. In a not very interesting kind of way. My existance is like a David Lynch film. Interesting characters. Good acting. Excellent cinematogrophy*. Weird as fuck. Marilyn Manson and Trent Reznor write the sound track. But it's very difficult to decipher a plot. Or even have the slightest idea what the fuck is going on for that matter. And at the end of it all I'm going to turn into a creepy old guy with a video camera. Does any of you have the slightest idea what the fuck I'm talking about, cause I'm completely lost. Anyhoo... fuck that. Ain't so bad being mez. Sure I'm poor. Out of work. Unpopular. Impotent. And theres a very good chance that I might be going to jail for unpaid speeding tickets. However, inspite of all of that, I'm still keeping a positive outlook on... well, in heinsight. Fuck positivity, all that shit sucks. Lifes really beating me down. I need love. Of a Red Roses nature. "of a what nature" you ask... that's a very good question**...

So inspite of everything, the Road carries on. And I follow it of course. I'll beat that pavement till it kills me... it's all I know how to do. And I wouldn't have it any other way.