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My e-mail address is valdecka@hotmail.com and my name is Valdeck and my phone number is +5571 981 1990. Hi I'm a very passionate man looking for a man with the same quality. I'm CIVIL SERVANT in a governement company in Brazil. I'm a person who tries to live each day as though it were my last. I'm motivated by dreams. My star sign is PISCES. I can safely say that I am a bad spoken in English, but I promisse to learn your language and teach mine to you. I'm a well-educated "character" and I live in Salvador City. Be warned...there is never a dull moment with me around! I think the most important requirement for me is someone who will not hurt me, someone who will be honest with me at all times. I give alot of myself, but I don't expect the same from others because I know how difficult it can be. It would be nice if you could though. One of my greatest aims in life is to be a GOOD friend at all times. I like going to the theatre, movies, and doing just about anything artistic, biking, swimming, travelling, and dating. I consider myself to be a poetry. I listen to all types of music. What do I look like? Well...this is always hard for me to describe - let alone write. I weigh 52kg, 5ft 5 inches tall, slender, very attractive. I'm white and hope to be discovered by a black man. Contact me at: If all goes well, I might write a song about us. Go ahead! I wish you send me a pic of you, phone number and home address so that we can touch each other fastly. Kisses and hugs. Salvador, November 26th 1998 Today morning I woke up thinking of you... A lot of things in my whole life remind me to stay together you, making love with you, hand in hand, long walk along the beach (there are thousands and thousands of kilometers of beach here, virgin beach waiting for your feet...). How about you come down here and pass Christmas with me, listened Santa Claus singing a song just for us? I’d love it. Above you can see my letter and below too. I am kidding. I am around you, wherever you go. I could act-out here a play for you. Only we, alone, and I dancing in my bedroom, giving you a lot of kisses and hugs... I’d be a good actress, in the real life. Address and adjectives are just words and signs without meaning. The best is eye in eye, one in front of another one. I just wanna love a real person, who exist in some part of the world and I wondering that it is you. And I think, I suppose, I guess, I wish, I dream, that this person who I need since my last life in the Earth Planet and also in the Universe is you... I’d rather wake up every day and say you good morning, later good afternoon, good evening and never say goodbye, so long or good night. Because you would live forever in my heart. Again and again I say you have a special place in my desert heart. Someone needs to conquest that place before it become so hard and like a rock. Remember to conquest me. And after conquest me, hold me and kiss me. Hurry up, dear. Make me feel well... I wish you agree with me about all the things I have been saying for you and that you have hurry to meet me. Let’s do a private meeting (laugh). If were possible your hear from me, I would shout aloud your name from here, like this: LOVE!!!!!!!!! All of the letters of the alphabet is a little to say what I am feel right now about our love. I am ambitious (in the right meaning), and I was trying to find out a lover/man, but I think you are more than I was dreaming about and you are more than I deserve in this life, my honey. Please, give me a positive answer and say me that you will love me and that you want me forever beside you, sleeping in the same bad, and giving a beautiful smile at me every time and making me the happiest guy of the face of the Earth. And I will cope with all the troubles of the world and I know that I will find out solution for all of the problems of the my life. I will face everybody, without affairing... I know I am just an ant in this big country and that there are a lot of good men and they have more feelings than me and they are more beautiful and special than me and that some of them need love more than me, but the destiny wanted that just we meet each other. It is not wonderful!!! I am so happy because I went chosen by you to be your man (girl). I’d better if we stay always together. I live in my own apartment here and it is small but it have a place to you. If you want visit me or live with me... It is small, but it is enough for us. It is small but it is large enough to make me feel bad, alone, lonely. Let’s make an appointment: You visit me and I visit you. I’ll write down in my appointment book your name and your features. Give me your address so that I can send you some photos of me! I will also prepare my heart and my body to you. Your arrival here will be a party to me and to my soul. When you arrive he (at the International Airport from Salvador City), I’ll be there, happy and funny waiting for you. And my life will become another, without unhappiness and without badness... Ask me how much questions you want to do and I’ll reply each other. Here, everyday I put my ass on the chair and type and work through the day, although I earn reasonably, I’d rather earn less and be happy more... Or have someone like you with who I could divide my time and my happiness... Through the weekends I have nothing to do, nowhere to go, because with this loneliness, is so hard to survive. Like this, I have noone to wait, I have nothing to do and I have no hope. I am happy any longer. Sometimes I think I wont be happy in my rest of the life. And every now and then, I try to stand up and keep my faith in God and start dreaming awakened. And dream after dream, I wake up and discover that I am live in a eternal nightmare, and I breakdown and cry a lot... And I know that I am just a little man and that I can’t do the things work out by itself. I love the world but sadness; I love to walk along the beach but alone; I love to listened to music but alone; I love to travel but alone... And the sadness follows me wherever I go and my last hope is you. Don’t let me down. Take me stand up and try to keep me on my own feet... Just you have my heart’s key!... I need your love so that my unhappiness doesn’t last forever. The months of the year have been equals to me: every month, hot month, cold month, to me is the same. If I am lonely and if I have nobody to make me hot or make me cold, what does it really matter in the life? I don’t care for material things. I do care for love! Autumn, Winter, Spring, Summer, these words and these seasons are without meaning if you have no one to take care of you. Even sunshine doesn’t make sense for me. Do you agree with me? Bad days is worst if you are alone. And good days become boring if you have just loneliness in your heart. I feel like laughing when I imagine that I can be happy with someone, made of meat and bone, someone real, with a hot blood flowing in his body. My bathroom is small, but it is enough for us take a shower at the same time, for us make love while the water dripping away... How about swimming in the river and we kiss each other? I have fear of bear and another animals, but with you in my mind, I am a superman (supergirl). And I’ll care about you always. Do you like to drink beer? Here the sun shine during all the year and if you enjoy drinking, we can drink one or two beers in the weekend. I love drink beer once in a while, mainly if I am dating on the beach or beside the swimming pool. I do love to ride bicycle too, and I do love to drive along the streets... When will be your birthday? What is your astrological sign? I believe a little bit about horoscope and I like to know about my boyfriend’s sign. Where did you born? How about your family? Does your family know about your sexual preference? What color is your eyes? Mine is gray/green. Do you work? What do you do at work? Do you have a boss? I have a boss and both of us (me and she), loves each other and we are easy going persons. Do you have a boyfriend there? Yesterday, when I was eating some strawberry, I thought about you and I wondered how sweet it should be if that fruit were your lips... When you come here, can you bring to me a little gift? By the way, could you call me up some day? I’d love it. Carefully you can conquest me. The life here is so cheap. I have a child and he is only one year old. By bus you can’t come here. But, by heart, by internet, you can visit me everyday. Do you like animal? Have you a cat? I hate animal. I love it in the zoo or in the forest, but in my house, never. Here, if you enjoy some animal, I can change my mind and accept it in my life too. You can choice what you want to do here with me. Do you smoke? I don’t like cigar and cigarette either. If you don’t like noise, neither do I. And if you like to go out so do I. My city is not the cleaner city of the world, but almost the places you go, you will see clean. Dirty here is in the right place: trash can. Do you like to go to the club? Here there are some of them where we can have fun. The weather here is hot, so you wont need use coat or raincoat. Do you like soft drink? Coke? Me too. I have no collection. I don’t like to keep things in my house, because I love when it is comfortable and with a lot of little things we have no place to put the foot (laugh). Comparing the called first world (USA and Europe) with my single country you will miss a lot of good things, but here you can be happy, while there... Have you considered move out from US? Do you know how to cook? I don’t know and wouldn’t like either. If I wrote something wrong, please correct me because I am just a student and my own language is another one (Portuguese). I have been studying at the FISK SCHOOL, and of course, it is from USA, and its director is Mr. Hugh Fisk. I have so much cousins and nephews and nieces, and aunt and uncle, and brother, sister, friends, etc. Some of them live here in Salvador City and another ones live in São Paulo, Ilhéus, Santa Inês, Jequié... Do you like crossword? I adore to fill that field, but just in Portuguese. Magazines from USA is so expensive here. Gimme a cue if I have to sign some magazines from there or if I must buy it in the newsstand here. Which do you think is better? Is it difficult for you move out from your country and come here and live with me? How long have I to wait? Just a little bit or a long time? It would be good if someone knocked on the door and when I went to open it you were there smiling at me... What kind of cloths do you like to dress? I prefer to dress T-shirt and blue jeans. It’s easy to buy, to wash, to dry, to use, to... I am employed right now and since ’90 in the Brazilian Government and in the end of each year we have twenty free days and if I received an invitation, I could go there and stay with you. You can exchange your life or I can exchange mine. We will meet each other and let the things go on and after all we will find the right way to keep in touch. Excuse me if I am doing the wrong things and if I went so much far... My father died in 1990 and I was about fourteen or fifteen years old, I don’t remember very well... And I have my mother and some brothers and sisters. I born in March 15th , but a sister of mine registered me as I had born in February 15th. But it is not problem to me. I commemorate my birthday in the right date, March 15th of course. Have you ever felt good as you are now? Does this situation different for you? Is it fine or not? Do I fit with you? would you like to fly over the Salvador city with me? Note the following cues: make me happy and love me and you will have all the things my heart could give you, my sweetheart. What kind of food do you like to eat? I am a fortunate man because I met you. In the future, you will feel how much I love you. In general I am shy, but when I know better the person, I unleash my feelings. It was so great to have met you. I have no guest room in my house, and either in my heart. But you can fill all the places you find out in my life. Do you know how to play guitar? I don’t know but I have a sister who is learning do to it. She has been played it about half a year. It is so hard to learn. You will think that I am crazy because I talk about different things all the time, but it is because I am so happy and when someone is happy, become crazy too. I will love have breakfast, have lunch and have dinner with you. It seems like a couple eating in their dining table. Do you like to up in the hill? In the top we could make love, listened the wind song, the leaves flying, the sun shine over us, the birds singing its song... I have no idea about how come I am talking so much. Normally I don’t like to talk a lot. But you is so important to me and you are intelligent, clever, beautiful inside, interesting, and on. I will buy a knife and a sword to make a sign on the tree with our names when we have a chance to visit some farm. And I am planning to sail in the lagoon which there is here. It is so large and so marvelous. It is in the Pituassu Park, a municipal place made to kid and to adults person to have fun. The last time I was there I swam a little in the river. Do you know how to swim? I can teach you. And it would better under the moonlight. Wonder, you and I swimming at night... Maybe we can do that in the midnight. And you take a chance and give me your sweet kiss there, in the middle of the river. And I’ll give you million of kisses and hugs and clasps and on... I am missing you right now, as if we have met before and waved the hands... If I made some mistakes, please, excuse me. I am so excited. And you know why. Have you already rode a motorcycle? I had one and I had two accident and desisted from it. Now I ride only car. It is safe. At least more than motorcycle. Do you know how to ride a bicycle? The streets here is so calm and we can ride it on some places... Do you like movie? Here there are so much movies and we can watch the most famous films. If you prefer, we can visit some museums... Here there are narrow streets and wide ones. It is so funny, because each part of the city is a little or much different. Near from my house, the streets are normal, but a little far there is a district called “Pelourinho” that is so old and it was founded when the Salvador city was founded (in the year 1549). Here you can buy newspaper from all whole world and you can keep in touch of your culture and your country and about the news. Or we can sign a TV Channel called CNN or another one, in English. The Pacific Ocean is wonderful and we have still clear waters and amazing beaches and place near the border where we can make picnic or stay there for a long time. Often I travel to inner cities and go to little paradises. In my opinion here is the right place to live. There isn’t earthquake, there isn’t hurricane, there isn’t twist, there isn’t volcano... Just peace, coconut water, shadow and fresh water... It is not a paradise? Original heaven! If you like to paint, here you will see beautiful horizons to copy in your notebook. Let Brazil make part of your life and it will give you a passage to a sweet and wonderful life. Let the past and Brazil will pay your account. Perhaps here is your place. Over the phone I can say more than I can say by internet. Could you listened a piano song coming from the sky? It’s me calling you and trying to make pink a place for us and planning a whole life together you. Please, make my singular life become a plural life, full of new meanings. Poor is the man who doesn’t see the richness of the love. And spiritually bad is the person who doesn’t practice the kindness beside your partner. I don’t have a pretty English and I don’t know how to say pretty words or pretty sentences, but I know what I want and what I want is be happy and make someone the same. Record it in your head and let it be, cut each rectangle and each purple thought from your mind and loose your feelings and you will see them walking by themselves toward me. Forwards is the wrong direction, turned left or turned right and walking over me and you will discover why the love is so easy to be found out... Remind me to be myself when I to think that I am another person and that “another person” means an unloved person. If you love me every time, I never will be another person. I’ll be always a loved person. You can rent my feelings some time to try if I taste good or bad. And I think you will never go away from me. I request that you make me happy and that you hope the same from me. Rich or poor, in the sadness or in the happiness, I’ll be the same person I am today. I’ll never change my way. In my life I have salt and you are the sugar that I need to equilibrate myself. I can see the ocean, I can go to the sea, I can walk on the sand but I never will feel good if you are far from me. The internet shorten the distance between us but it doesn’t help me anyway, because I can’t touch your arms, I can’t listen your bit heart, I can’t take your shoes off when you are tired and sleepy, I can’t dress you off and take you to bathroom... I can’t listen you singing on the shower. And I can’t see you sleep away, kidding... I can’t give you a slice of my bread. I can’t snack with you. I can’t pass the soap over your body. I just can dream about a fly saucer bringing you to me. But one day you will be here and we can go to the store and buy something and there will be no substitute for you: you will be the only one in my life. And my Sundays will become funny and I’ll smile at nothing and at everything. And I’ll talk to the wall and to the trees and understand what the little animals and the wind says. And the day before yesterday and the day after today will be full of good remembering (remembrance) to me. And I’ll cry anymore. And the thief can steal all the things I have and even I’ll smile and laugh a lot. And I’ll tip the porters, the waiters and all the people I’ll meet on the streets...

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