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My name is andarta, I am 37 years old and live in Canberra, the capital city of Australia. I am divorced and have two children, a son 17 and a daughter 16.

All my life I have felt a certain 'something' within me. A certain knowing there is something in me, a part of me that needed to be lived. Needed to exist. Needed to BE. Until a few years ago, I pretty much kept this knowing feeling locked away inside. Always knowing it was there. Always feeling its presence. Then one day, approximately three to four years ago, this 'feeling' lurked even closer to the surface, more than it had ever done before. It was much more intense in me, mentally, emotionally and physically. It was then I set out to find out just what this 'something' was lying within me. Just waiting to burst forth and be lived. Needing to be given a name.

One day, quite by accident, I came across an article in a Web site about BDSM. This article, within its first two sentences, had me sitting on the edge of my chair. Heart pounding, mind racing. I had found 'ME' within this one article. Within those two sentences, I had seen and now KNEW what it is within me that I felt more and more with every passing day. The need, the hunger needing to be fed. The further I read that article, the further my heart filled with joy that I had fnally been able to put a name to all that I felt within. Mentally, emotionally and physically.

On that fateful and important day, I was able to give my inner feelings and needs a name. I am a submissive.

BDSM. B=Bondage, D=Discipline, S=Sadism, M=masochism, D and S also meaning Dominance and submission. As a whole, BDSM can very briefly be summed up as a consensual power exchange. Between Dominant and submissive, Sadist and masochist.