My Guys!

My guiding star in the night is a really sweet, thoughtful, caring, gentle, loving man, Hugo. *smile* He's currently in Peru but planning to go to Japan in '98. He is very special to me because he is such a wonderful friend and supporter who brings out the best in me always. Our friendship has survived a whole year and I truly treasure both it & him. Even though we're so far apart, we're with each other in our minds, hearts, and thoughts.
Always yours.
Hugo and his mother was in a car accident near the end of 1997... and his mother was killed. Mere words cannot begin to express how I feel... Or how he must feel. I wish I was with him to offer some kind of comfort, to be there for him, to support him... But I'm here in the States and he's in Peru. I can sense that he's hurting a lot and I hate being helpless when it comes to my friends. I can't be his guiding star in the night like he's been mine. So please... If you read this, send a prayer or a kind thought for him. It wouldn't hurt or take up too much of your time, especially since you're taking the time to read this far. There are no strangers in this world... Only people who haven't met yet.

Another great friend I've been blessed to meet is Dave. He's the best wizard a lady unicorn (who's also a moon-dreamer) could ever have. *huge hug and warm smile* He is wonderful, thoughtful, funny and talented, even when I get upset & he doesn't know what to do with me. *grins* His voice can comfort me, console me, double me with laughter, and quiet me with pure emotion in music. He can make me speechless, make me blush, move me to tears, and humble me like few people can. Dave is a special friend who I thank Heaven for every day. I got the chance to meet him finally!! I went to McNair Middle, where he teaches, to hear their Christmas concert and got a chance to meet him face-to-face. But only for a short time, since he was being swamped by students and parents. *grins* I still have yet to tell him what he means to me, but I did get to hug him. Thank you hun, for touching my life and changing it forever. You have my love, my dearest friend.

I once thought I was in love with the most incredible man I'd ever been blessed to meet. His name was James Fritsche and I thought him to be my soulmate, soul-friend, soul-lover, and soul-healer. The minute I met him I knew there was something about him that could and did change my life. The first time we talked, we just clicked. It was like coming home at last. He had become such an important part in my life in such a short time. The love we had seemed to be a strong one. Our love seemed to have been destined, written in the stars. He was and will always be the dream-panther who walked my dreams for as long as I can remember. He was my best friend and so much more. Our story was one of cyber-romance and love.
Unfortunately Fate had seen it fit to throw us together and apart over the three years since we met. We have both since changed and moved on. He's back on the fringe of my life and I'm trying to be friends with him. I have to be honest when I say I don't think it'll last. I've forgiven him a long time ago, but I don't know where he can fit in my life now.

Now what can I safely say about Mike? *teasing grin* A soft-hearted male that I had the fortune to meet in a chatroom one lonely night. I hate to admit that I can't tell you how long we've been friends... but with him it doesn't matter. He's catching up pretty fast! *laughs* He's a good listener and talker. I feel like I can share anything with him and he wouldn't laugh because I'm young. And his voice just does something to a person. Whew! When I find out what that something is... I ain't gonna tell. *grins* Would love to meet him one day and hang out. Who knows? I think I hear a road trip calling!

Stefan is a long-distance soul friend. *hugs* He's in Belgium, a place I visited once when I was in high school with a performing arts touring group in Europe. Went to Belgium the second time I traveled to Europe my junior year. Went to London my freshman year... But this isn't about me! It's about Stefan!! Sorry love. *hug* Stefan is a soul friend because we share a similar story... Long-distance loves that were never meant to be it seems. He's also the youngest friend in my "harem". *grins* Another great friend from a chatroom... only this time it was a role-playing room where we met and walked into each other's lives. I hope the stay's a long one. He's a treasure and I enjoy having him as a friend. I hope he feels the same. Once he reads this I'll know for sure! *laughs*

Update May 15, 1998
I recently found out that he has forgotten me. But it matters not. He'll always be the friend who helped me through a bad time in my life. Thank you for your friendship Stefan.

Rob L. is the newest guy in my life. I really don't know to say about him that won't get me into trouble! *laughs* He's a sweet heart, very gentle & caring, shy like me and another incredible guy to enter my life. Just moved to SCarolina & has the most beautiful daughter! We met very recently & clicked like we've known each other forever instead of a few days. He's making me believe in love at first sight. There will be more about him here as time goes on & we learn more about each other.

Keon is a very good friend of mine. Met our sophomore year in high school & have been friends since then. He recently graduated from Howard (you go boy!) and we still manage to keep in touch every now & then. He's a great guy & an even greater friend simply because we've lasted longer than other friendships from high school. I love his guy very deeply & always wish him the best. Can't wait for the reunion!!

Sean is my dear friend in Calgary, Canada. It's been a true pleasure to have met him. Haven't known him long but I hope our friendship will be as great as those I share already. Road trip to Canada Sean! Get ready for me! *laughs & hugs*

Rob W. is a very cool Texan who got married this year & also becoming a dad. I know he'll be a great husband & father because he's such an open, caring & great guy. He's always around when I need someone to listen to me bitch & moan & cry. *grins* He also tends to help me remove my foot from my mouth on occasion. Thank you for calling me friend suggah. *goose*
Update April 20, 1998
Aislynn Marie Warren was born on April 17, 1998!! Many warm wishes of happiness & love to the newest member of the family.

Joe... He's a great guy who I'm getting to know albeit slower than I'd like to. We keep in touch every now & then but I really hate the thought of losing him before I got a chance to really know him. I borrowed the thought for this page from Joe. He's planning on having a page dedicated to his friends & I thought it was such a great idea that I should do the same. *hugs* Thanks suggah. I truly hope I don't lose your friendship through silence.

Michael is another new friend from Texas. (What is it about all these Texans I keep finding? Do I have a magnet hidden on my body somewhere? *grins*) He's a great guy with a great homepage. You gotta go check him out. He's a fellow Scorpion who has been around when I needed words of advice, understanding & support. Much love & many hugs, Cowboy!

Mark is another solid rock of a friend to lean on. He's the sweetie in New Zealand with the huge heart, strong arms & steady shoulders. He's such a great friend who I care for dearly. Thanks for being there when I needed another way to look at things. **huge warm hug**

The list will never stop growing since I'm always out making new friends. Sooner or later they'll find there way here. They deserve a place here also.
I've lost pieces of my heart and soul to all of these guys. But I don't feel empty or lacking because they've replaced the missing pieces from their own hearts and souls. That's what true friendship is about. Sharing pieces of ourselves with others. That's how we become who we are, I believe. Thank y'all and much love & respect always. *huge hugs and kisses*

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