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- The fountain of love you created in me is so deep that I can¡¯t see the end to these tears. I¡¯m so exhausted from the devastation. This world doesn¡¯t hold everything because everything is now gone. What more can I strive for when I already had the best? What can I hang to when you refuse to give me anything to grasp on to? Still I struggle, still I try but effort is pain in itself, keeping the wound open longer cause I can¡¯t be put to rest. Sacrifices are meaningless if there¡¯s nothing to show for it. The sacrifices are hopeless when it takes me further away, I¡¯m getting closer to the opposite of heaven. I freefall into darkness, I fall into sadness, I fall into despair. I feel so alone, no one else is down here, no one¡¯s ever fallen this far. How do I fight this without you? How do I live on? I don¡¯t know how much is left in me, the stars are slowly fading, the last sparkle in the sky is dying. I try to focus on the last bit of hope but its fading, its being swallowed up into the black¡¦ How could it be this way? How can it all be gone? You never told me it would be this way, this harsh and tragic. It shouldn¡¯t be this way, not when there was still light in the dark skies, not when there¡¯s another day to wait for. The promises can¡¯t be fulfilled, the truth can¡¯t be told, and I can¡¯t get back what you¡¯ve taken. I can¡¯t see what was there, its only in the beautiful distant memories, it comes in waves crashing over me. A shattered heart can only beat so long, it can¡¯t be mended, it can¡¯t be healed, its served its purpose and now its through¡¦ I can't succumb, not now, its too hard, don't ask me to do this... Slowly these tears turn to rust, I become a memory forgotten¡¦ Somebody save me, these tears wont end¡¦
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