This page is dedicated to my children, Scott, Chelsea, & Michael
I became a noncustodial Mom in Feb 2000
I miss you guys more than you know!
I wrote this just for you three. Hope you understand
Just how much I Love you all!!
UPDATE Oct.9,2002 I regained custody of Chelsea & Michael!
Scott chose to stay with his father,however we remain very close.
Aug.7,2003 I now have soul custody of Scott
All of my children now live in a caring norturing home
with me, their step-father and stepbrother!
THERE ARE TIMES
There are times I can't see a happy ending
When I can't bare the sight of your pictures
When I miss you three so much
When all I feel is pain.
There are times the mention of you makes me cry.
When I hear your voices saying what I want to hear.
When I know you three are hurting as I am.
When no one understands the pain.
There are times when the guilt is too much to bare.
When I just don't know where to turn anymore.
When I just wish I could end our pain.
When I can't seem to function
There are times I can't seem to breathe
When I can't seem to bring myself to call
When I know I'm not strong enough that day
When I can't put happiness in my voice for you
There are times I just want to hug you all
When the miles separate us and I can't
When I go to sleep wondering if you miss me
When I lie awake all night hoping you are all right.
There are times I miss you all so much
When I want to tuck you in at night
When I want to help with your homework
When I just need to be with you three.
There are times I wonder what you feel
When I wonder if you know just how much I love you
When I wonder if you understand why
When I wonder if you know it was for the best
There are times I can see a bright future
When the system starts to work
When I know you three are happy
When I know you three are safe
There are times when this all makes sense again.
PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!!
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