push me to the end of the earth down into the sunless space decease of here will do you good for i am not worth your life i am in your way, too much trouble keeping me here will just drag you down down here in the emptiness with me it is not a pleasant place it is not a place for you you deserve more i deserve nothing you should be happy and live for i am only worth an eternity of guilt and death so don't wait for me don't even try to make me like you the contamination will kill you too so leave me here to die let me crouch here alone allow me to bleed leave me to cry i am not worth your time so please, go away before i get to you i love you, so don't come near i hate myself and this hate kills it kills me and all that's around me so please go away, go far away disremember me for i am not worth your thoughts leave me and save yourself and i'll just fall down this endless emptiness stars flying away from me and let me fall, fall, fall, fall, fall until there's no more space left and i'll scatter through the bottom all profused in the depth of the end i'll feel nothing because death will be no different than what i'm feeling right now
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