Where could I ever possibly start. It's been a trip. Many ups and far too many downs.... maybe that will stop, which I do so hope. Well, at any rate..... I do not even know how to explain it, or anything for that matter. I do so love this girl, and I'm betting I always will, I don't suppose there is much I can do about that. Not that there is anything I would do about it anyway. We have had some great times, and boy I could tell you a story or two..... man, I could tell you a hundred. Where we will go from here, I don't know. I do know I want to be good friends, and that, that I will be ahppy with :) It would be great. You know the kind of friends I mean. She has affected my life like no one else ever has, and probably ever will. She has forever changed me.... for the better I don't know, but change comes whether we like it or not. So I'm standin here looking ahead and I can see the future, but I can't quite make it out. So we shall see what happens when I get a bit closer. So I'll walk ahead, and I hope she walks with me, as far down the line as we can. Friends for life is what I would hope for. She is such a wonderful girl, and she has changed so much since I met her. I hope she acomplishes all her dreams, because that my friend, would make me happy. I don't really know what else to say, I mean, I could go on for hours.... but I think I will end it now before I start to bore you.