New poem dedicated to first love and first loss....
MANIC MOMMENTS
I can't help but feel this pain inside
you wouldn't talk to me and i don't know why
I am all alone now in the things i do
that must be a result of being without you
I thought about seeing a councelor today to talk about my life
Which is now so full of woe and strife
If you'd only talk to me I'b be ok
It's not like anyone wants me anyway
I drove you away with my "neuronics" you say
so now that I'm going crazy this must be my pay
Now i'm doomed to live in the dark of the day
Look there are my friends the tv, the Vcr, all are bright
Why should i ever venture out into the light
I must spend time with those on the phone
They help forget that i'm all alone
stories of trails and sadness worse than my own
and happy endings that have turned out fine, maybe this i can find if i leave you behind
let you fall and mess yourself up for leaving me helpless ,meltless and stressed up.
Look now i'm fine!
here to deal and push the rest up
I don't need you in my life now
your cynicism only keeps me down
well seems as if i'm better
For now
If you disrespect everybody that you run into how in the world is anybody supposed to repect you? ,If you walk around thinking that the world owes you something cause you're here , then you're going out the world backwards like you did when you first came here Respect Yourself!~* the staple singers(70's)
My Creed
" I do not choose to be a common man It is my right to be uncommon if i can"~ Walt Whitman
Everybody Hurts
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. Sometimes everything is wrong. When your day is night alone, hold on, if you feel like letting go, hold onm When you think you've had too much of this life ,well hang on. Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone no, no, no you're not alone. If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long. When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.Well everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries. And Everybody hurts sometimes. So hold on hold on hold on....~R.E.M
Promise
Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.To talk health, happiness ,and prosperity to every person you meet.To make all your friends feel that there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best , to work only for the best and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenace at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile . To give so much time to the improvment of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear , and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.- C. D. Larson ~this is also my creed
"Life's a banquet and most sons a bitches r starving to death"-Mame Dennis "live live live!!"- Herold and Maude
