Linda's Journal

I'm so sorry that I haven't written in like a week. I really haven't been slacking, I've just had so much work I had to do for school and shit like that. It's really pissing me off. I'm finally starting to not feel too stressed at this moment. Okay, well let's see where I start....

Friday, Jenn came down to Clemson to see me, and so did my friend from UGA, and so did Mary. Mary more or less came back for the homecoming too. Anyway, the 4 of us ended up messed up over here at my place, so they basically crashed here for Friday night. The next day, Jenn left to go back, and so did Molly. I went to the game w/my friend and it was weird cause I saw all these people there that I DIDN'T want to see. There was this guy I sorta talked to last year.. ok, maybe we didn't really talk.. basically we just fucked.. anyway, I saw him again, and it was soo fucking awkward. On top of that, he was w/this girl that I know that used to go to my school, and she's kinda a skank! Ughhhh makes me feel so bad. Anyway, I'm glad that I got to him before she did... lol Anyway, so that sorta ruined my day. But that was ok cause my friend and I after the game went to a party, and I started getting my drink on. Around 12:30, I had to take her home, so I had to sum up enough sobriety to drive her home. I came back to the party, and drank an assload more. I met a whole bunch of people there that night. On top of that, I smoked for the first time Saturday. Cigs of course. Anyway, I don't mind it that much... but I think it'll just be a while I'm drunk deal. So I sorta went home w/this dude.. and I went home the next day around 10:30 or so.

Sunday, I just sorta chilled for a while, I didn't really do anything. I did have a shitload of work to do though for school, but I never got around to doing it :) Well Monday rolled around and all this stuff was due and I got a one day extention on it. So Nik and I went to the library Monday night and finished off some stuff. I stayed up until quarter til five finishing it up too. That was a bitch. I went to class yesterday, and I got to see the hottie. Woo it's been over a week! lol Anyway, that's about all that's been going on. Oh yeah, i'm not going to write a new research paper (that's due tomorrow). Instead, I'm going to use the one that I wrote from last year. How awesome is that!! Okay, I'm gonna head out now. Later!

Hey, what's up? The party last night was really fun. Let's see.. I went over to my friend's and we walked to the store first to get some cigerettes and then we caught the shuttle in front of Tillman. He was right, he was at the Riviera. When we first got there, there wasn't too many people cause we got there pretty early cause there was nothing really to do at his place. So, normally, I started drinking as usual. After I'm feeling slightly warm, I look around and I see my friend Jodie, that graduated last year from my school. She's such a sweetheart. She introduced me to her friend who she knew in the frat and I'd have to say that he's a hottie *nods*. Anyway, so we all danced for a good while, and it got super hot in the bar so we decided to go outside and have a smoke or something. There was this kid, M, who would not leave me alone. I mean, he's really nice, and he's kinda cute, but he's just not my type. I dont' really know what it is. He kept on saying stuff like.. "where are you crashing tonight" "let's go in and dance" "let's go out and smoke" "let's go downtown tomorrow" I mean, I'm pretty nice to begin with.. but I get nicer when I'm drunk. But I mean.. I guess I'm just not interested really. Anyway, around 2:30, they were closing the bar so we all had to go. I went home w/a friend..and kinda hooked up. It really was pretty unplanned. I mean, I didn't even talk to him that much that night, but somehow it just sorta happened. lol No biggie though. It's all good.

The next morning, I felt great. I called Nik, and asked her if I should go to her place so that we could go to the cheerleading competition. Well I went over there, and we drove over to Eric's and I was about to go to the competition, but then the alcohol from last night sorta hit me all of a sudden. So I was just going to pass on the competition. I came home, and my rents were nowhere to be found, so I just passed out on my bed. I slept from about 1:00 to 4:30. But considering that I went to bed around 7 that morning.. and woke up at 9:30.. it's not that long. When I woke up, my rents were home, and I hadn't even seen my dad the whole weekend yet cause I left for the game before he came home from columbia. I took my shower and my hair just smelled like smoke to the extreme. After my first shower, it still smelled like it, so I took another one. But I still kinda can smell it. Oh well. Ok, well I have a feeling that I'll be going to bed real early tonight. Elliot called earlier and talked about coming over w/some movies, but I told him that I can't promise that I'll be up to watch them. lol Okay, later!!

Hey, what's up? I just got yelled at profusely by my mother about sleeping til noon. Damn, that's wht the fucking weekend is all about!! Ugh, anyway, once again, I'm just trying to lay low so I dont' get my ass in big time trouble the year before I head on out for college.... althought I dont' know how much more I can take of this. :) Hmm I sorta have a headache, and I'm a little sore too. Hmm let's see what I'm going to do today. Probably a lot of nothing. (the only way to go!) I spent my day yesterday watching football... that's the only way to go too. I love football. Man, I'm thirsty.... Ok, I'm going to go get something to drink, and I should talk to my dad some and spend some "quality time" with him since he's leaving to go back to Columbia today. Aren't I just the perfect daughter........ :)

Hey, what's up? Yeah, damn, I'm once again behind on my journal entries. Sorry sorry, it's just that this week's been pretty hellacious. Okay, well Friday night, I went to a Halloween party, and I went as a Charlie's angel. I had on black leather pants, and a light purple shirt that was button up, collared, and backless. It was shaped as a halter top. Yeah, it was pretty hootchie :) Anyway, I had a gun and some handcuffs to go with my outfit, but I didn't have a holster for the gun. So throughout the night, I just gave up on the gun and just wore the handcuffs. Had a couple misunderstandings of what i was. hehe... It was fun, and I got home at 2, so I didn't really stay out too long. Although after I got home, the 3 PJ's I had totally hit me and I just had to go to bed. I've been smoking so much lately, it's insane. I smoked all day yesterday too. I even bought a pack, which is a really BAD sigh for a "nonsmoker." *sigh* Oh well, maybe I'll just be a weekend smoker.. for now.

Yesterday, I went to the Georgia Tech game, and it pissed me off so badly because we lost. :( Our first loss this season. Damn, it's so fucked up. Anyway, afterwards, greg and I got lost with all the one way traffic that was being directed out of Clemson. We finally got out of all that mess and we hung out a bit at his place and then me and one of his frat friends went to the frat hall.. and then I just went home. No biggie. Okay, I'm gonna go now since today is my brother's bday so we're going out to eat soon. Bye bye!!

Wow, i'm sorry. I've been really busy. School's been kicking my ass definately. I think that I definately need a break. Last weekend I went to Columbia to see my dad. I hung out with my friend there a good bit, so it wasn't as boring as anticipated. I'm sooo fucking tired. I went out last night to do some drinking, and I didn't get home until about quarter til 5. I'm REALLY going to try to keep up with this thing a little bit better. I can't believe the size of this lab report that I've gotta be writing up and finishing tonight.

I went to the pageant Monday night, and my girl Laura won!! Congrats Laura! E and I were watching it and we basically ripped on so many of the girls in it. It was fucking great. After the pageant, I ended up drinking with a bunch of people.. and I REALLY fucked up. I ended up having sex with this guy that I dated last year, but he was like... such a dick. I don't know why I do it.. Oh well. Okay, I think I seriously need a nap. Later on!

Hey people. Oh my gosh, I'm sooo tired, but I actually have a lot of work to do tonight. I have to study for a Calc quiz that I missed that I have to make up tomorrow morning, which means I won't have late arrival and I have to go to class an hour and a half earlier and I also have to finish doing this huge packet of worksheets for my Gov't class at 9:30. *sigh* Oh it looks like yet another late night for Linda. I didnt' sleep last night until 3, so I'm very tired and rather sleepy right now.

The electricity went out while I was typing this actually, so I had to start all over. What a pain in the ass, huh? I just hope it doesn't happen again. Cause that would sooo tick me off.

CAn you believe this election shit?? I mean, I dont' really like either one of the candidates but I'd much rather have Gore be president rather than Bush. Anyway, at this point, I dont' even care anymore, but I just wanna know who dammit! lol Okay, I'm gonna go now and maybe try to do some of my work. Later on! :)