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~ Desire ~
Another New Years Eve, and once again I'm at a party alone. I really don't know why I keep doing this every year, I guess I hope to find that someone that will make the new year brighter for me. The party is really jumping and everyone seems to be happy and feeling no pain. Standing here talking to some man who's name I can't even remember, when for some reason Derrick comes to mind. But he was so many years ago, and why would I think of him now. The biggest mistake I made was fighting my desires for him. I knew that this man wanted me, but I kept him at arms length, but I had to do it, he was a married man and I don't want to cause any trouble or pain for anybody, let alone myself, but this man was everything I ever wanted and more. His body was just the way I like it, tall, proportionate, and hard in all the right places. Attractive in his own way, with eyes that can tell you his every thought, lips that can warm a cold body, hands that knows actually what areas to touch to release all the passion inside of you. Closing my eyes and remembering all that about him, I can almost hear his voice calling my name, as if he was standing there right beside me. A hand on my shoulder brought me back to reality, I turn to look to see who it was and I couldn't believe my eyes, Derrick! Seeing him standing there in front of me, un-nerve me totally, my hands began to sweat and my pulse began to race. I thought I had buried that part of my feelings for him deep down inside under lock and key. Then once again he spoke my name, saying to me that it's been a long time and how good I still look. My first impulse was to put my arms around him and never let go, but when he put his hand out to take mine, reality set in, there still on his ring finger is the warning sign, his wedding band. Looking into those hazel color eyes, I found my voice to ask if his wife was here. For a moment there I thought I saw a flash of disappointment. Was she not there? Did something happen between them? I know I shouldn't be thinking this, but I did hope that he was alone. He finally told me that he had come alone and that she wasn't feeling up for going out tonight, so he came alone, and was glad that he did. I didn't tell him at first, but I too was glad that he was alone! All night we stood together, talking, laughing, reminiscencing about the fun we had. Talking about how good we made each other feel and begin there for one another. But then he wanted to know, why did it end? He knew the answer, his wife! Although we were good friends, we knew then that we couldn't act upon our feelings for each other and risk the chance of her finding out. I knew deep down in side that she already knew about us, just by the way she would look at me, when I would run into them out somewhere. Realizing that it is almost midnight by the way the sounds of the party was getting louder, they begin the countdown for the new year! The count was down to 5, then 4, 3, 2, 1, as everyone yell Happy New Year! I looked at Derrick and he pulled me into his arms and whisper into my ear, I Love You! I pulled myself away and looked into his eyes. There I found my answer, he did say what I thought I hear. I put my arms around his neck, he squeeze me tight, we hugged for what seems a lifetime, when he touch my hair, and I lean my head slowly back. He turns my face to him and place those soft lips up against mine. At that moment, there was only Derrick and I in the room, no party, no people, no noise, just two people lost in a passionate embrace. He parted my lips with his tongue, and mine so willingly except the intrusion. Our tongues dance with so much enjoyment, that I could feel myself holding him tighter. His hands begin to explore the curves of my body, while mine trace the contours of his back. I can feel his manhood begin to harden against my stomach, which cause my own body to react unshamelessly. We were brought back to reality when someone said to us, "Why don't you two go to the bedroom upstairs?" Before our hostess got the last word out, Derrick had me by the hand and away we went! Immediately after we entered the room, we helped each other out of our clothes. Taking turns removing layers after layers. Standing there in front of each other without any other barriers between us, I couldn't wait to touch every inch of his body. My eyes took in his almost perfect physique, god how long have I waited for this moment. It seems like an lifetime, moving closer to him, I reach out to touch his chest, when he stop me and told my hand to place a kiss on my palm. The light touch send a chill though me like I have never felt before. He then very slowly lead me to the bed, where he had me laid down on my stomach, where he began an hour of pure passion that I won't ever forget!
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