I got in the spirit of updating my site for a change. really i just got bored and started thinking. THINKING. why do i think so much? did i mention i was phycic? if that's how you spell it. yes i am. last day of school i was thinking (rather fantasizing) wouldn't it be nice if chris was here? i turned around sudenely and there he was with his arms out to give me a hug. woohoo my mind screamed as i rambled on stupidly to whatever reply i was supposed to make. so later on that day i was sharing with my friends how weird that seemed that every time i remoetly thougght about someone or talked about them they'd walk bye. so then i started talking about one of my friends steven who had asked me out that nite and well wouldn't you know it steve knocked on the door so he could get something out of that room..it was soo weird!! happens all de time..summer's here i'm making money and i'm happy..sso there..talk to you later!
June 6, 1999
Sup? well i'm into the working mode..what do i have a target on my butt saying hey smack me? haha..i get smacked and wedged every day at work..i guess it would be submitted as sexual harrassment except that i like the attention..the guys respect me they're just playing..now if they started grabbing my chest then i would start yelling..it's so fun working at the pizza place..the awesome guy heath who works there invited me to go boating with him sometime..i bought a bathing suit and a hat just for the occasion..it was fun looking for it today..so anyways i'm gonna go swiming..later..
June 10, 1999
do i just have idiot scrawled across my forehead? i must. my boss thinks so, guys think so, i even think so. first i went boating with heath and my boss yesterday only to discover heath has a g-friend. not to mention she's way tanner and prettier than i am. why did i think i might have a chance at someting cool? this just goes to show that it's nto meant to be, but why is my luck so crappy? i feel like i'm the fisherman and my goal is to find one fish in the sea, and all i'm getting are nibbles but they keep getting away from me. ugh..i'm still learning at my job.i'm doing the best i can..the other day the boss laid down the rules. it seemed scary but i tried not to let it bug me..he just told me that i couldn't mess up..that's what it feelt like. so i was really afriad i was going to mess up and he would fire me..i've never been fired before..i hope i don't get fired..i got a really bad sunburn froem the boat..i'll tell you this much if heath thinks he's smacking my butt tonite he has another thing coming! ok i'm finished..
June 22, 1999
how do you like my new index page? i'm working on changing other things around...i get bored..work seems to drag on and on...i'm hopefully getting a car before school starts..this is my goal to buy my own car..my boss seems to give me less hours..i hope i can make it..i have an ear ache and it hurts soo bad!! ugh..welp i'm off to play around on the web before i go out with my freinds tonite.
