Jigoku
I want
to know how I feel
because
this mindless void
numbs
me when I pause.
Am
I ignoring some screaming urge?
Because
I feel neutral.
I'm paused
hovering in mid-air
yet
nothing seems to matter.
The
pale green sea below is lapping
onto the
burnt sienna beach.
The
sea is stuck in a groove,
going
round and round in circles.
Driving
me into this state.
Mainichi
ga jigoku desu.