I was saved when I was 9 years old. At first there wasn't any big change in my lifestyle. All I was doing was going to church every Sunday and letting myself run my life. It wasn't until I was around 13 that I realized I wasn't living my life to please Jesus. Since then I have had a struggle to grow closer in the spirit of God. I still was the driver in my life even though I knew it was wrong. Then, just a few days ago, I went to church camp. Being there had changed my life forever. I learned to say a simple prayer that would give God control of my life again - 'God, whatever it takes, break my will.' after that I added, 'Take what's dear to me if you have to.' That is kindof a harsh prayer, but this is what I really want and I mean it. Now that I said that, I wonder at what God has in store for me.
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