Random Thoughts and Writings

Online I have met many people, some I will consider to be life long friends
and some mere acquaintances. These people have taught me a lot about
myself, some I did not wish to see and some things that were buried deeply.
The biggest thing I have learnt from these people is to be me is not a bad
thing, to think of myself first also is not a bad thing, for in putting
myself last I do myself nor those I try to care for any favors.

At this time I would like to thank one woman in particular, Tracey, we have
had our good times and our bad, and although you caused me to see my faults
you also pointed out good things about me. Our friendship and love for each
other has meant a lot to me and I look forward to what it has to bring in
the future. You showed me that by leaving my head in the clouds I could miss
the most obvious things, the things that I thought I had found in those clouds.
You also taught me that to be pampered and coddled does me no favours,
but to be blunt and to the point seems to sink in much better. Your
approval has always meant so much to me, and your guidance although it
seemed ignored has not been. Thank you Tracey for helping me see the true me.

Sharon what can I say, I love you we have been through much together yet
remained at each others side always through thick and thin. You are a true
sister in my heart. We have laughed together, cried together and bitched
together yet never once felt hatred toward each other, I look forward to one
day meeting you.

Bev, my sister, my friend, although lately our time spent together has been
little, you are in my thoughts and prayers, our time will come when we will
be together to enjoy a nice walk or a shopping spree and each others company.
I miss you my friend.

My journey through Gor although rocky has been worthy, as I have met these
fine people. As of now I have nowhere to call home and although I miss the
company and sense of belonging I think it will be good for me in the end.
I will concentrate my efforts on keeping in touch with friends and family,
and my online time can be spent on research and learning about the two things
most dear to me. There are many more people who could be mentioned and
perhaps will be at another time, but for now those who came into my life
I thank you and hold each one of you close and dear in my heart.